Need some suggestions for partial suspension

[Boredsapiens]

Hi! It's my first time posting a thread here.

1) I have actually set up everything. I am planning to use a scarf, and I am going to hang from a rail in our wardrobe. The only problem is that I live with my parents, and since the quarantine has started I have never been home alone. I'm afraid that the quarantine will take long to end and thus I won't get the chance to ctb. Before the quarantine, my parents used to leave home every two weeks or so. So I used to be alone at home for at least six hours. I hope the quarantine ends soon because I can't put up with my pain anymore.

2) Now I'm going to ask for some advice. Is it good to use a scarf? I can't buy a rope because I don't have any money, and my parents track how I spend the money they give to me as an allowance. I didn't find anything useful at home except a scarf for hanging. I haven't checked the durability of the rail either. I'm planning to check it when my parents leave home. I checked it with my hands though. It seems to be sturdy. I don't want to fail since I don't have any other chance. I have to ctb at my first attempt. Any suggestions on how to improve the odds of dying?

 

[Walilamdzi]

I read that Kate Spade used a necktie, and some people use saris or sheets. I don't know if it's a good material to use though.

 

[Indigo0000]

Ill post a few links to comments i found most helpful.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/posts/171614/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/posts/187981/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/posts/233314/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/posts/233335/

Personally i am gonna do it with partial suspension as i cant do full in my room. My method is a rope connected to a heater tube thats connected to my wall, its very sturdy, ive all but climbed the fucker to make sure. I havent yet found my sweet spot, dont know if above or below AA works best, i suppose we'll find out. Im not gonna ease into it as that constricts the jugulars which causes a very unpleasant feeling, just rushing in seems to work best for alot of people. If im sure ive got it but maybe my SI is too strong i might just raid the liquor cabinet. I have nothing but time these days so feel free to message me.
Hope you and i can find peace my friend.

 

[Notwinnernotawin]

Ill post a few links to comments i found most helpful.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/posts/171614/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/posts/187981/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/posts/233314/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/posts/233335/

Personally i am gonna do it with partial suspension as i cant do full in my room. My method is a rope connected to a heater tube thats connected to my wall, its very sturdy, ive all but climbed the fucker to make sure. I havent yet found my sweet spot, dont know if above or below AA works best, i suppose we'll find out. Im not gonna ease into it as that constricts the jugulars which causes a very unpleasant feeling, just rushing in seems to work best for alot of people. If im sure ive got it but maybe my SI is too strong i might just raid the liquor cabinet. I have nothing but time these days so feel free to message me.
Hope you and i can find peace my friend.

As a person who tried partial before, I'd say above your AA is the best. The only pain you'll feel is some pressure in your eyes and a crampy like feeling on your body, as you quickly black out.