accessible methods

[tofu.cat]

i don't have access to a lot of methods provided here. i can't really get packages without them being checked, i have no access to a gun, no access to medications or drugs, etc. i can't even leave my house without someone with me.

i live in daily pain from a physical disability and this is my only option of not being constantly sore and depressed from it. i'm just really tired and i don't want to live like this anymore.

 

[unluckysadness]

I feel you because I have several disabilities too and I know what is constant physical and mental pain. I guess that assisted suicide is not legal where you live ? Just know that you're not alone in this situation. I can only send you hugs and wish you peace

 

[Pvnie]

Theoretically and hypothetically speaking, you could use a certain piece of cutlery that shares a name with a certain influential swedish rapper.

 

[tofu.cat]

I feel you because I have several disabilities too and I know what is constant physical and mental pain. I guess that assisted suicide is not legal where you live ? Just know that you're not alone in this situation. I can only send you hugs and wish you peace

it's not legal in my state, no. i wouldn't be eligible because my disability isn't terminal.

Theoretically and hypothetically speaking, you could use a certain piece of cutlery that shares a name with a certain influential swedish rapper.

i've been keeping this in mind but i have an aversion to blood and would prefer it to be as painless as possible.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I'm in a very similar situation as yours. I can't get any package. My room is checked. I can't have anything suspicious in my room. They even seized the plastic bags i had kept to try ctb using plastic bag method.
I'm also wondering what to do. I came across a ligature method that uses shoe lace. I'll have to do some research if i can use it to ctb successfully

i've been keeping this in mind but i have an aversion to blood and would prefer it to be as painless as possible

 

[tofu.cat]

I'm in a very similar situation as yours. I can't get any package. My room is checked. I can't have anything suspicious in my room. They even seized the plastic bags i had kept to try ctb using plastic bag method.
I'm also wondering what to do. I came across a ligature method that uses shoe lace. I'll have to do some research if i can use it to ctb successfully

my household is incredibly controlling despite me being an adult. the only reason why i'm there is because of agoraphobia + my condition (i can't work because of the physical aspect, i wouldn't get paid enough monthly if i forced myself to).
i recently moved out to the country and i haven't been coping well. i know it'll only go downhill from here and i'm already too tired to do anything.

 

[imagonner]

I'm in a very similar situation as yours. I can't get any package. My room is checked. I can't have anything suspicious in my room. They even seized the plastic bags i had kept to try ctb using plastic bag method.
I'm also wondering what to do. I came across a ligature method that uses shoe lace. I'll have to do some research if i can use it to ctb successfully

i tried to strangle myself with my shoelaces when i was in prison, so they took them off me and i walked around with shoes with no laces...

 

[ctb_warrior]

my household is incredibly controlling despite me being an adult. the only reason why i'm there is because of agoraphobia + my condition (i can't work because of the physical aspect, i wouldn't get paid enough monthly if i forced myself to).
i recently moved out to the country and i haven't been coping well. i know it'll only go downhill from here and i'm already too tired to do anything.

I can relate you know.. i too had moved out of my country.. But my anxiety attacks compelled me to go home
I rested for one full year without doing anything and i joined a job to have a stable income. I don't want to work but got no choice if i need to have income to support my expenses

i tried to strangle myself with my shoelaces when i was in prison, so they took them off me and i walked around with shoes with no laces...

I don't understand why these ppl don't let us live peacefully and they don't let us die peacefully.
It's crazy to walk in shoes with no laces would have been so uncomfortable

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of suffering in this torturous existence, I hope you find peace.

 

[tofu.cat]

I can relate you know.. i too had moved out of my country.. But my anxiety attacks compelled me to go home
I rested for one full year without doing anything and i joined a job to have a stable income. I don't want to work but got no choice if i need to have income to support my expenses

I don't understand why these ppl don't let us live peacefully and they don't let us die peacefully.
It's crazy to walk in shoes with no laces would have been so uncomfortable

i've been feeling the same way for a few years now. been depressed pretty much my whole life, had my first attempt when i was around nine because my living conditions were terrible. it's really just ramped up over the last few years (few months especially), and i'm tired of going through the same thing every day.

most of my stress lately is that i'm more isolated than ever, i used to live closer to the city to where i could walk somewhere if i needed to, now i can't even do that- or leave my house without it being an issue. i know that by staying alive ill only continue to suffer because of my isolation.

I really understand feeling so tired of suffering in this torturous existence, I hope you find peace.

i hope so too. i still feel scared about what'll happen, mostly that it'll fail and ill be more disabled than i am already, but i hope to find a method that's as easy/quick and painless as possible to lessen the stress of my situation.

 

[ctb_warrior]

i've been feeling the same way for a few years now. been depressed pretty much my whole life, had my first attempt when i was around nine because my living conditions were terrible. it's really just ramped up over the last few years (few months especially), and i'm tired of going through the same thing every day.

most of my stress lately is that i'm more isolated than ever, i used to live closer to the city to where i could walk somewhere if i needed to, now i can't even do that- or leave my house without it being an issue. i know that by staying alive ill only continue to suffer because of my isolation.

i hope so too. i still feel scared about what'll happen, mostly that it'll fail and ill be more disabled than i am already, but i hope to find a method that's as easy/quick and painless as possible to lessen the stress of my situation.

I don't understand how to live life better way until we are here on the planet. I try my best to celebrate life when i can. But it still doesn't helps.