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Rose190021

Rose190021

Rosie
Dec 13, 2018
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So I'm really needing a doctor in the US that would prescribe benzodiazepines(preferably Xanax)pretty easily. Does anyone know of anyone doing Telehealth that they could direct me to? I really need peace and relaxation and I'm just not finding it.
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
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I will be checking back. I can't find a dr who gives a damn about my anxiety. Someone said they know of how to order it online I guess on the 'dark web'.
 
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iscrewedup

hi
Jun 22, 2021
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try televend on telegram
 
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Yolanda

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Jul 28, 2021
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I don't even want to die but I'm literally just here waiting to be set up and killed I'm a really awful way. Everyone that's ever hated me has decided to band together.. so it has been suggested to me by my own dad that I take my own life bc it will be less painful then wait for this all to happen. I have a phycocsis and have made some fucked up decisions. Most of my family is either in on it or indifferent at this point. If your on here and you dont have to die.. I don't think you should.. buy if it's medical or inevitable as in my case then what's the most painless way? I've landed on hanging myself bc I don't have access to a gun..
 
Apricity

Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
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I don't even want to die but I'm literally just here waiting to be set up and killed I'm a really awful way. Everyone that's ever hated me has decided to band together.. so it has been suggested to me by my own dad that I take my own life bc it will be less painful then wait for this all to happen. I have a phycocsis and have made some fucked up decisions. Most of my family is either in on it or indifferent at this point. If your on here and you dont have to die.. I don't think you should.. buy if it's medical or inevitable as in my case then what's the most painless way? I've landed on hanging myself bc I don't have access to a gun..
There are a few method that are more peaceful, I suggest reading the resource mega thread. I've decided on nitrogen for myself.
 
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raison_d'etre

a memory
Mar 30, 2021
29
So I'm really needing a doctor in the US that would prescribe benzodiazepines(preferably Xanax)pretty easily. Does anyone know of anyone doing Telehealth that they could direct me to? I really need peace and relaxation and I'm just not finding it.
ᴅᴏᴡɴʟᴏᴀᴅ ://../, ɢᴏ ᴛᴏ ʜᴛᴛᴘꜱ://ᴅᴀʀᴋ.ꜰᴀɪʟ/, ɢᴏ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴏɴᴏᴘᴏʟʏ, ʙᴜʏɪɴɢ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴᴀʟ ᴜꜱᴇ ɪɴ ʙɪᴛᴄᴏɪɴ. ᴏʀ ᴡʜɪᴛᴇʜᴏᴜꜱᴇ ʙᴜʏɪɴɢ ʙᴜʟᴋ ɪɴ ᴍᴏɴᴇʀᴏ :)
 

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