Need help!!!!!!!

[crybaby]

My family has been abusing me, and I don't have money to buy food ,and many reasons .i decided to go to ctb.
I stole my brother's things to sell today, got a lot of money and rented a hotel.but I just found out that my sn bag was broken! Will this affect Sn？I am very scared and anxious now, and my heart beats faster. At the same time, my brother seems to have found out, he keeps calling me.It takes five days to reorder sn . If my brother calls the police tomorrow, how long will the police start to act and arrest me?

my sn is a very big caking
The sn in the center of the caking , will it work?

 

[Emilia1012]

My family has been abusing me, and I don't have money to buy food ,and many reasons .i decided to go to ctb.
I stole my brother's things to sell today, got a lot of money and rented a hotel.but I just found out that my sn bag was broken! Will this affect Sn？I am very scared and anxious now, and my heart beats faster. At the same time, my brother seems to have found out, he keeps calling me.It takes five days to reorder. If my brother calls the police tomorrow, how long will the police start to act and arrest me?

Please reconsider doing ctb. It sounds like your problems can be resolved and you can be happy in the future. And ctb is so final.

 

[crybaby]

Please reconsider doing ctb. It sounds like your problems can be resolved and you can be happy in the future. And ctb is so final.

No...I really want to die

 

[MYStERY_Man]

The SN we want, when exposed to air, turns into the SN we don't want (nitrate). So it could be spoiled.

Police-wise, it depends. In my country, at this point and considering a non-violent crime, you'd only go to prison after a proper sentence, which could take several months. And you'd probably just end up doing community service instead.

Try to relax? Idk, I'm bad at these situations.

 

[abruptum]

I assume youre having life move all to fast for you to handle right now, I know how that can be and how irrational that can make decisions become. I just hope you can find the time to figure out what the best course of action is before you do anything that can worsen the situation or let it continue to slip out of your hands.

 

[Emilia1012]

No...I really want to die

I know what it is like because I also want to die.
But is there any way I could help you? Or do something for you?

 

[Life_and_Death]

is there a place you can go? most countries have safe places for abused people.

 

[crybaby]

Please don't encourage me to survive.I'm sorry . Last year I tried to seek help and receive treatment for depression, but things never get better. I know what I'm doing, I just want ctb

 

[Butterfly65]

Please don't encourage me to survive.I'm sorry . Last year I tried to seek help and receive treatment for depression, but things never get better. I know what I'm doing, I just want ctb

I am sorry people are so pro life here and not more supportive of someone suffering and wanting to CTB for their own personal reasons. I don't know you but clearly can feel your suffering. I support whatever decision you choose.

 

[crybaby]

I don't blame them, they want to help me more than my family and friends, I still thank them for their kindness

The SN we want, when exposed to air, turns into the SN we don't want (nitrate). So it could be spoiled.

Police-wise, it depends. In my country, at this point and considering a non-violent crime, you'd only go to prison after a proper sentence, which could take several months. And you'd probably just end up doing community service instead.

Try to relax? Idk, I'm bad at these situations.

my sn is a very big caking
The sn in the center of the caking , will it work?

 

[Some1's_Wasted_Fetus]

I don't blame them, they want to help me more than my family and friends, I still thank them for their kindness

my sn is a very big caking
The sn in the center of the caking , will it work?

I'm sorry you're having to go through this :( I hope you'll be able to sort things out. What do you mean by caking? Is it in a sealable bag that was punctured or did it come in a container that was some how exposed to the elements?

 

[crybaby]

I just tested the SN and now I feel dizzy and my heartbeat is speeding up
My nails turned purple
How can I do
I don't want to die now