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YellowTemperence89

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Aug 16, 2023
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First off, if someone can reply with the mega-thread with all the ctb methods, that would help a lot. I seemed to have lost it.

I have been trying to CTB for years. Sometimes SI gets in the way, sometimes they're just failed attempts.

I want to start preparing for my next attempt. My girlfriend only works mornings and I'll have a whole half day to myself to do it.

I don't have a driver's liscense (yet), and I don't have many tools at hand to pull it off.

I got extremely close to passing out on one of my SWB attempts, and I would have been successful if my brother never came early. I feel I might be able to do it again.

I could work on getting my driver's license. From there, there's a bridge nearby that's at least 5-6 stories tall that might do the job. But I also don't have a car, and don't want to use my girlfriend's car, and mortify her and possibly have her car get stolen. I could get a rental car, but I'd have to find an excuse to rent one.

I tried the night-night method, but I couldn't get the corn hole bags to press down on my neck like they needed to with the rachet straps. It took a lot of fiddling and didn't even get me close. If someone can tell me how to do that easier that would be lovely.

If there's any cheap methods you can think of that don't require much travel, I'm all ears. I really don't care if it's painless or not, as long as it's quick and it works. I attempted with caffeine supplements and was absolutely miserable for 3 days. I'm not doing that again.

Also, what is DMC (and how do I get to it) and what is SN? If someone could link a post to show what all the abbreviations mean, that would help a lot. It's been a while since I've been on here.

Any input would be great. Please help me in any way you can. I'm ready for what the next life will have to offer.
 
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mehwhoknows

mehwhoknows

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Oct 27, 2024
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dmc is a source, all the other inquiries i can give u some info on discord if u want, msg me if u have an account
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best and I hope that you find what you are searching for.
 
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YellowTemperence89

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Aug 16, 2023
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dmc is a source, all the other inquiries i can give u some info on discord if u want, msg me if u have an account
I would rather those inquiries be answered via a PM on here if that's okay. Is there something stopping you from replying to me on here?
 
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DeathSkullDude1

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I wish you luck and I hope you find peace.
 

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