Need help choosing method, limited money

[TrynaChingMyself]

I was planning to end it in 2 weeks with the night-night method, at a hotel. I've been certain about this for months.

Did some checks recently only to find the night night method is likely bogus? So now I'm in full blown panic and I need a method that is relatively cheap and achievable in a hotel. I'm in the UK and it seems I cant acquire SN or do the Exit bag method without a big payment.

I have been reading on shallow water blackout and it looks so promising but again, I'm seeing people say it won't work and even one claiming the creator disavowed it????

I honestly don't know wtf to do anymore. Partial hanging seems way too risky to set up in an unknown hotel room.

Is there any advice on a cheap method? Please, any help would be appreciated. I don't know what to trust lol

 

[YourNeighbor]

What's the rush? Acting in a panic is not likely to end well, however you choose to proceed.

 

[befree]

I read that some users ordered from or got delivered SN from / to UK. Other cheap methods are carbon monoxid (barbeque) or carotid method with tourniquet (US$12,- amazon).

CO method Fliesenbourg English.pdf - AnonFiles

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Guide to a Humane Self-Chosen Death 2009 (Admiraal Pieter) (z-lib.org).epub - AnonFiles

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Five Last Acts (2015).pdf - AnonFiles

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PPeH_April_2022.pdf - AnonFiles

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https://dignifieddying.com/publicaties/EN/2009%20A%20Hastened%20Death%20by%20Self-denial%20of%20Food%20and%20Drink.pdf

 

[TrynaChingMyself]

What's the rush? Acting in a panic is not likely to end well, however you choose to proceed.

I've put myself in a position where if it doesn't happen next month then I'll have a lot of questions and consequences I'll need to deal with.

I read that some users ordered from or got delivered SN from / to UK. Other cheap methods are carbon monoxid (barbeque) or carotid method with tourniquet (US$12,- amazon).

CO method Fliesenbourg English.pdf - AnonFiles

anonfiles.com

Guide to a Humane Self-Chosen Death 2009 (Admiraal Pieter) (z-lib.org).epub - AnonFiles

anonfiles.com

Five Last Acts (2015).pdf - AnonFiles

anonfiles.com

PPeH_April_2022.pdf - AnonFiles

anonfiles.com

https://dignifieddying.com/publicaties/EN/2009%20A%20Hastened%20Death%20by%20Self-denial%20of%20Food%20and%20Drink.pdf

Thank you! I guess I'll just have to take the dive on a couple methods and pray for the best. Guess my next few days are going to be spent reading.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand being desperate to leave this world and I'm sorry that you are in this unbearable situation. I am personally trapped in this world as I have very limited access to methods and I think that if I knew the answer I would already be gone. All that I plan to do is to make use of the resource section.

I have never heard of anyone succeeding with the night night method, I read about a failure with it and I will never personally be considering it. I have never attempted hanging because of the fear of failure. More than anything I wish that it is easier to leave this world. Suicide should not be so difficult and we all deserve the option of a peaceful exit. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[TrynaChingMyself]

I understand being desperate to leave this world and I'm sorry that you are in this unbearable situation. I am personally trapped in this world as I have very limited access to methods and I think that if I knew the answer I would already be gone. All that I plan to do is to make use of the resource section.

I have never heard of anyone succeeding with the night night method, I read about a failure with it and I will never personally be considering it. I have never attempted hanging because of the fear of failure. More than anything I wish that it is easier to leave this world. Suicide should not be so difficult and we all deserve the option of a peaceful exit. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

That sounds horrible that you're trapped. It's messed up that we have to do so much just to attempt to leave this world peacefully.

I'm currently looking at the 5 last acts resource, there's some promising ideas and methods in there. Some of it does require some money and luckily the items may be available to me.

I hope you find a method that brings you peace.

 

[Capsaicin78]

Agree with the other members here. There is no need to rush it. This is something that takes time to even decide to do, and more so to prepare.

 

[TrynaChingMyself]

Agree with the other members here. There is no need to rush it. This is something that takes time to even decide to do, and more so to prepare.

Yup you lot are right, I've calmed down a bit. Still frustrating that I cant rely on the method I thought I would use. But I probably would've messed it up if I rushed it anyway

 

[dustyfurcollector]

Yup you lot are right, I've calmed down a bit. Still frustrating that I cant rely on the method I thought I would use. But I probably would've messed it up if I rushed it anyway

Someone here on another thread mentioned fentanyl. Don't know how expensive that is where you are. Or a big dose of heroin

 

[TrynaChingMyself]

Someone here on another thread mentioned fentanyl. Don't know how expensive that is where you are. Or a big dose of heroin

Oh man if I could overdose on heroin that would be the best way to go. Sadly I don't know anybody with access to it.

I've gone ahead and chosen then SN method, sounds pretty straightforward

 

[Alex6216]

Shallow water blackout requires you to swim. You can't do it in your bath-tub unless you're genetically lucky

 

[dustyfurcollector]

Oh man if I could overdose on heroin that would be the best way to go. Sadly I don't know anybody with access to it.

I've gone ahead and chosen then SN method, sounds pretty straightforward

I feel ya. I wouldn't have any idea where to get some except for someone like that guy on Netflix who sold drugs on the dark web. Even then I wouldn't know how to find them. I don't know how to search on Tor. I wish you the best luck with whatever you decide to do.

 

[mandyjohnuk]

If you book into a hotel to attempt the Night night method please combine it with some kind of drug. It will ease panic and you won't even realise it when you go. Happy days.

 

[outrider567]

Oh man if I could overdose on heroin that would be the best way to go. Sadly I don't know anybody with access to it.

I've gone ahead and chosen then SN method, sounds pretty straightforward

Heroin is illegal so you'll probably just get arrested

 

[TrynaChingMyself]

I feel ya. I wouldn't have any idea where to get some except for someone like that guy on Netflix who sold drugs on the dark web. Even then I wouldn't know how to find them. I don't know how to search on Tor. I wish you the best luck with whatever you decide to do.

Before I decided to shut myself in and away from society I used to know some people/dealers who could've pointed me in the right direction.

I'm not entirely sure of your circumstances but if you REALLY want heroin you could try asking your local weed dealer if they know of anybody etc. But I do appreciate this comes with a lot of risk and fear.

If only I studied up on coding and computer stuff when I was a kid. Order all sorts of drugs to my doorstep lol.

I wish you the best too.

Shallow water blackout requires you to swim. You can't do it in your bath-tub unless you're genetically lucky

Sadly, dying out in open water kinda scares the shit out of me

If you book into a hotel to attempt the Night night method please combine it with some kind of drug. It will ease panic and you won't even realise it when you go. Happy days.

This is what I dreamt about for a couple months to be honest haha.

Heroin is illegal so you'll probably just get arrested

I mean I wasn't going to run to the cops with drugs in my hand lol. But I get what you mean. Still the experiences I've read about heroin sound amazing, has a guaranteed chance at ruining your life but why would I care if I'm dead.

 

[NobodyKnowsMe]

Heroin is illegal so you'll probably just get arrested

Many of the things we talk about here are illegal in the US and a lot of them are illegal in other countries. Buying N is also not legal here, but is still the method that many prefer and will do if they can manage to get their hands on it.