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I just read NDEs and I must say I am stunned how similar they are:
If one looses consciousness he will most likely meet either:
religious figure, some angel, or family figure standing in white tunnel of light.
and will be told to:
"Go back" or "Go back to finish mission"
Or will see his life review and be told he needs to go through another life or go back to repair mistakes.

Go read NDERF https://www.nderf.org/Archives/2_6_2019.html and see how many of those are similar. What I am afraid is that this phenomenon might be a deliberate action of some sorts. The pattern is repeatable and is not normal. People say they feel like they have choice weather to stay or go, yet even though they want to stay in heaven they are tricked by some entities in reports to come back to earth. More common than this is white light and some sort of religious entity standing in it. It could also be your family or anything close to you at that matter. It seams like it is always close to you in psychological sense.

The incarnation trap, western wheel of reincarnation and NDEs.
In western religions the wheel of samsara is known that makes soul come back here to finish their karma.
In modern times we have NDEs to prove that experiences exist after we die.
How does It tie to us?
Is there something malevolent about this? Will we be also coerced or tricked into accepting next life?

NDE 8919. He then said, 'You are be given a choice that many don't have. God is giving you the choice of going back and fixing the wrongs in your life or you can go through the gate. However, you need to listen and heed these warnings. First, if you go through this gate all of your regrets in life will torment your soul until you are given another chance. It will feel like an eternity.'
NDE 8914. Exceptional NDE I then left the earthly realm and entered into an alternate reality. I saw a lagoon that was surrounded by beautiful plants. Everything was soft to the touch. There were 4 or 5 entities who were present, but I could not see them. They assured me that everything would be all right and that I could leave anytime I wanted. They told me that this place was for me and it contained all the Unconditional Love I had for others and that they had for me.

4721 Timothy P NDE 8915
"You have to go back. It's not your time to come to the heavenly kingdom. When it's your time, you will come here again.' I told her, "I don't want to go back! Bodies are heavy and they hurt.' She replied, 'I know that. But heavenly father wants you to go back and do work for him.' I said,'OK, what does he want me to do?' She replied, 'You will know when the time comes.'"

4708 Arnulfo G NDE 890I crawled and it felt like I was going against a spiritual force to reach my rite of passage. I was guided by God's loving light. I crossed through a spiritual barrier or cosmic dialectic. I know it's real. Without the love of God, we may find ourselves on the wrong side. Our prayers help those deceived by evil.
Then I saw the entry into heaven and stood before God. I was immersed in his incredible love and peace. I never had felt such feelings of radiance in my life, and I can't wait to go back.
I was given my first message, 'take care of your family' before I awoke. This has been deeply personal to me, and I am humbled to be a messenger with this declaration to you, my extended family.

Probable NDE 8892. I proceeded to have a telepathic conversation with a presence I couldn't see but knew to be 'God' or maybe another guide. I understood that I had died but had the choice to go back. I immediately decided to accept my death. I was then made to feel the pain that my family would feel over my death. It was a crushing feeling, and to this day, I still cry every time I relive that experience. I then contemplated choosing to live, but I didn't understand how I was supposed to return when my body was so broken.

NDE 16103. During my time being out-of-body, I experienced a feeling of peace like I had never experienced before. I felt this comforting presence that stayed with me as I continued to watch the paramedics resuscitate me. Then I heard the words "It's not your time yet. You have more to do." With those words, I was back in my body, struggling to breathe, and experiencing tremendous pain.
 
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NDEs are a wonderful area to research, free of religious bias due to the sheer diversity of different perspectives on offer.

I can also highly recommend the work of Kevin Williams of http://www.near-death.com for research.

Most, but not all, suicide NDEs seem to be pretty dark. Often there is no light, nor bliss, nor reunions with loved ones. Such people seem to get stuck in a 'void'. Even worse is sources which claim that people who CTB are destined to be reborn back into the same lifetime. It's hard to know if it is fear-mongering. Having researched this topic for decades, the common consensus has been a reason I have delayed my plans to CTB. But even so, even the void is likely better for me than where I am now. No meaningful purpose has ever arisen for me, nor any spiritual insights. I hope others have more luck.

If you do a keyword search for 'suicide' under a website like NDERF, you'll see a diverse range of experiences. Thanks for posting this topic as I have rarely met anyone else who shares my interest.
 

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