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K8!

Member
Apr 8, 2019
29
A silent mind
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,345
To be healthy
I have 24/7 chronic pain and your post REALLLY struck a chord with me.

We are ALL together in this and I want you to know that you are a strong and ever so great friend to/for me on here, as I have no family nor friends.

Lots of huge hugs, caring thoughts, well wishes and the knowledge that you are among family here.

Walter
 
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Dyingoportunity

Dyingoportunity

What looks so strong, so delicate
May 9, 2025
42
I want my crippling anxiety / depression to go away permanently.

On a less stressful note, herbal tea and a nice show / game sounds nice right now.
 
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Dejected 55

Experienced
May 7, 2025
278
Not a thing... but a person. I want the love of my life to acknowledge me, to respond to me. It doesn't have to be complex, just a simple "I see you" would be nice to hear from her, instead of the nothing I always get.
 
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wham311

Arcanist
Mar 1, 2025
421
To redo my whole life but as a different person. My shortcomings led me to where I'm at and it'd happen again with another shot.



Non existence please. Would love some opiates and to nod off and never come back. Would give anything.
 
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anonymouswebuser

anonymouswebuser

edgy attention seeker
Feb 27, 2025
95
Here's a fun game idea I just thought of! Reply with 1 thing that you want right now in this moment. It can be anything - an object, a person, an experience, etc.

I'll start: I want Xanax and some ice cold Coke Zero
attention
 
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kotonearisato

kotonearisato

memento mori
Feb 13, 2024
119
Would really love it if my shoulder could go back in place properly... but since that's impossible, some fresh lemonade would slap right now
 
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nonameno5

nonameno5

got bitten fingernails and a head full of the past
May 21, 2025
16
the easy answer would be my girlfriend and a diet coke, but in truth i really would like some sort of solace. i want to be in a remote area, no negative thoughts intruding in on a truly peaceful life. i want to love myself and the life im living, never wanting anything more.
 
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LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
738
SN.. I'm still irate that both my orders got confiscated.
 
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night9

night9

Ultimate ???
Mar 27, 2025
0
a cup of iced Americano (cuz I happened to have a pack of cigarettes)
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,002
I want it all to be over. Kind of obvious I know, on this forum. I'm so tired of life though. I just want out.
 
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anonymouswebuser

anonymouswebuser

edgy attention seeker
Feb 27, 2025
95
peace
 
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Unbearable Mr. Bear

Unbearable Mr. Bear

Sometimes, all you need is a hug...
May 9, 2025
433
Freedom from pain
 
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GlassMoon

GlassMoon

Once more, with feelings...
Nov 18, 2024
304
A reward, like some kind of small treat.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,345
Freedom from pain
I hear you, as I have 24/7 chronic pain from a very nasty car crash. Car crash was not my fault, wrong place at the wrong time.

We are twins in this, and we both are winners, and we TOGETHER can overcome so much.

Lots of love, warm thoughts and the knowledge that you are never ever alone and part of a family here.

Walter
 
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Unbearable Mr. Bear

Unbearable Mr. Bear

Sometimes, all you need is a hug...
May 9, 2025
433
I hear you, as I have 24/7 chronic pain from a very nasty car crash. Car crash was not my fault, wrong place at the wrong time.

We are twins in this, and we both are winners, and we TOGETHER can overcome so much.

Lots of love, warm thoughts and the knowledge that you are never ever alone and part of a family here.

Walter
I thank you for the kind words, but my pain is not physical, mostly. But I can see how constant physical pain can fuck up the mental state and vice versa.

So one way or another, yes, we are bonded by pain, chosen by suffering, and called unto the heavenly purgatory that is SaSu.

🔥 🧸 🔥
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,345
I thank you for the kind words, but my pain is not physical, mostly. But I can see how constant physical pain can fuck up the mental state and vice versa.

So one way or another, yes, we are bonded by pain, chosen by suffering, and called unto the heavenly purgatory that is SaSu.

🔥 🧸 🔥
Thank you for the very kind message.

I 100% agree, that pain in ANY form, as mental pain is equal to physical pain, is HORRIBLE.

WE are ALL family here working TOGETHER, and your post says that so loudly and perfectly, thank you so much!

Walter
 
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Moroze

Moroze

Defect
Aug 9, 2023
153
Forgiveness
 
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Someplace_nice

Someplace_nice

Member
Sep 28, 2024
78
To be enough for my family
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Specialist
May 10, 2025
364
peace for all living beings
 
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