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ben7

Student
Dec 30, 2020
106
I wonder what people thought of a rough plan involving:

1. Book Hotel for 2 x nights - think this will have to be local due to health and to allow spontaneity, but might try and travel out a little to protect family from reminders?

2. Anti-emetic: Domperidone stat dose 3 x 10mg Domperidone (Milder AE because of historical damage - no test prior in case of reaction - just have to see on the day)

3. Take N (with home test done, but without EC lab test done)

Any big issues anyone can see?

Many thanks
 
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boc

Experienced
May 19, 2021
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I would do a self test with the antiemetic. Just to make sure you don't have a reaction to it. I believe this is recommended in the PPH. Just take one pill a few weeks in advance and make sure there are no adverse reactions.

For the hotel, I would leave a chair by the door with a note saying to call emergency services so the hotel staff aren't impacted.

Have some after N chasers to rid your mouth of the taste. I assume you're doing two bottles of N, so should be solid otherwise.
 
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ben7

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Dec 30, 2020
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I would do a self test with the antiemetic. Just to make sure you don't have a reaction to it. I believe this is recommended in the PPH. Just take one pill a few weeks in advance and make sure there are no adverse reactions.

For the hotel, I would leave a chair by the door with a note saying to call emergency services so the hotel staff aren't impacted.

Have some after N chasers to rid your mouth of the taste. I assume you're doing two bottles of N, so should be solid otherwise.
thank you - for some reason nervous to test AE in advance because of my history and more willing to just see what happens, strange logic perhaps.
 
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Anonymous 4

Specialist
Jun 26, 2021
304
I wonder what people thought of a rough plan involving:

1. Book Hotel for 2 x nights - think this will have to be local due to health and to allow spontaneity, but might try and travel out a little to protect family from reminders?

2. Anti-emetic: Domperidone stat dose 3 x 10mg Domperidone (Milder AE because of historical damage - no test prior in case of reaction - just have to see on the day)

3. Take N (with home test done, but without EC lab test done)

Any big issues anyone can see?

Many thanks
Best to do a test with the antiemetic, apart from that your plan is the same as mine, I wish you the best of luck, don't forget to mention to staff you want to be left alone for couple days and put do not disturb on your door, just say you work nights online or something. And see if there is a way that you can dispose of the bottles from your room just in case they come in when your in a coma, like if there's bins just outside the front door of the hotel pure the N into a water bottle, dispose of the bottles, then drink the N from the eater bottle and go to your room, if they come in when your in a coma and the bottles are in your room they will know what you took, and that leaves a chance they can bring you back, I think
 
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Mare Imbrium

Mare Imbrium

Killing yourself to live.
Dec 10, 2020
183
I don't think you have the time (or the strength) to go to another room after ingestion.
 
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Anonymous 4

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Jun 26, 2021
304
Then maybe poor the N in a plastic water bottle, leave it in the room, dispose of the N bottles, go back into the room, drink the N from the plastic water bottle and drop it out the window of your room then lay on your bed. That way, there is nothing in the room regarding N.
 
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peacefulhorizons

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Dec 31, 2019
676
Then maybe poor the N in a plastic water bottle, leave it in the room, dispose of the N bottles, go back into the room, drink the N from the plastic water bottle and drop it out the window of your room then lay on your bed. That way, there is nothing in the room regarding N.
There's really no reason to worry about disposing the bottles of N. They're very innocuous (with the "stealth" removed ofc) and won't identify the substance. There is no barbiturate antidote anyway.
 
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Anonymous 4

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Jun 26, 2021
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There's really no reason to worry about disposing the bottles of N. They're very innocuous (with the "stealth" removed ofc) and won't identify the substance. There is no barbiturate antidote anyway.
If there's no antidote then yeah, I didn't no that, thanks
 
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peacefulhorizons

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Dec 31, 2019
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If there's no antidote then yeah, I didn't no that, thanks
The closet thing to a barbiturate antidote is a endotracheal tube and a ventilator : )

but yeah there's no chemical reversal agent
 
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Anonymous 4

Specialist
Jun 26, 2021
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Best to do a test with the antiemetic, apart from that your plan is the same as mine, I wish you the best of luck, don't forget to mention to staff you want to be left alone for couple days and put do not disturb on your door, just say you work nights online or something. And see if there is a way that you can dispose of the bottles from your room just in case they come in when your in a coma, like if there's bins just outside the front door of the hotel pure the N into a water bottle, dispose of the bottles, then drink the N from the eater bottle and go to your room, if they come in when your in a coma and the bottles are in your room they will know what you took, and that leaves a chance they can bring you back, I think
Iv been told there's no chemical antidote for N so that's a mistake I have made
I wonder what people thought of a rough plan involving:

1. Book Hotel for 2 x nights - think this will have to be local due to health and to allow spontaneity, but might try and travel out a little to protect family from reminders?

2. Anti-emetic: Domperidone stat dose 3 x 10mg Domperidone (Milder AE because of historical damage - no test prior in case of reaction - just have to see on the day)

3. Take N (with home test done, but without EC lab test done)

Any big issues anyone can see?

Many thanks
Have you got the antiemetic?
 
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ben7

Student
Dec 30, 2020
106
Iv been told there's no chemical antidote for N so that's a mistake I have made

Have you got the antiemetic?
I am undecided between Domperidone and Dramamine - very nervous of anti-psychotics after past damage so may end up going for Dramamine, especially as there are cases of people sometimes not using an antiemetic at all for N and being successful.
 
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Anonymous 4

Specialist
Jun 26, 2021
304
Is Domperidone a anti-pys or antiemetic?
How you going about getting them?? I can't find a way to get them?
 
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ben7

Student
Dec 30, 2020
106
I think Domp has potential dangers but in a lesser way to Meto, it depends on your history. I imagine the best routes are to ask a doctor or source internationally.
 
Anonymous 4

Anonymous 4

Specialist
Jun 26, 2021
304
Do you know of where I can obtain antiemetics outside the UK by anychance?
 

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