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Weird username

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Guys,I think there still are places where you can get it. If anyone knows such place or a person please dm.
I will not drink it on the spot and make sure my body is not found. Not planning to drink it in a hotel, I would also dispose of bottles and any evidence that can track back.
 
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WrathfulGloom32

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Where the hell are you drinking it so that your body is never found, Shrek's swamp?
 
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National parks, mountains plenty of places
What is with all the nastiness ?
 
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National parks, mountains plenty of places
What is with all the nastiness ?
I was joking with the shrek thing. There might be sources to N that still exist, however there are probably very few who are willing to give out the sources unless they actually knew the person because in most cases it would end up in the hands of someone who will take (the sources) down...
 
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metfan647

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It's better for everyone to forget about N as a method. Just to manage our expectations.
 
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I was joking with the shrek thing. There might be sources to N that still exist, however there are probably very few who are willing to give out the sources unless they actually knew the person because in most cases it would end up in the hands of someone who will take (the sources) down...
It does make sense and tbh I would probably do the same and not disclose but there is still a bit of hope left in me silly head 😄
I am just so upset that the only good way to go has been taken away from us and I am angry with myself that I postponed and didn't buy few years ago
It's better for everyone to forget about N as a method. Just to manage our expectations.
I want my ctb to be as pleasant as possible, and it should be for everyone. sn doesn't sound that nice,though I have sn
What else is there? Fentanyl but you need to know where to buy pure drug and how much to take,I don't know where to look
But I understand what you saying
 
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National parks, mountains plenty of places
What is with all the nastiness ?
You need to realize that pentobarbital is a highly controlled drug that is mainly used to euthanize animals. It's not a recreational street drug that can be found anywhere. It has no recreational street value and there is no widespread demand for it.

Supply is heavily monitored and so it's rare for it to be diverted. No one is selling this shit because it's not worth it. Other drugs are more in demand, much easier to get, have repeat clientele, and won't put you on law enforcement radar.

Unless there is a confirmed seller in the PPH, or by others on here, anyone claiming to sell N is a scam every single time!
 
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You need to realize that pentobarbital is a highly controlled drug that is mainly used to euthanize animals. It's not a recreational street drug that can be found anywhere. It has no recreational street value and there is no widespread demand for it.

Supply is heavily monitored and so it's rare for it to be diverted. No one is selling this shit because it's not worth it. Other drugs are more in demand, much easier to get, have repeat clientele, and won't put you on law enforcement radar.

Unless there is a confirmed seller in the PPH, or by others on here, it's a scam every single time!

I just spent 15 minutes writing a long message that you just summarized for me..
 
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You need to realize that pentobarbital is a highly controlled drug that is mainly used to euthanize animals. It's not a recreational street drug that can be found anywhere. It has no recreational street value and there is no widespread demand for it.

Supply is heavily monitored and so it's rare for it to be diverted. No one is selling this shit because it's not worth it. Other drugs are more in demand, much easier to get, have repeat clientele, and won't put you on law enforcement radar.

Unless there is a confirmed seller in the PPH, or by others on here, anyone claiming to sell N is a scam every single time!
Understand that,thank you for the warning about scammers
I am just trying every possible option to get it but I understand the chance is very slim

I am too much of a coward to do it any other way. I guess this is what governments want everyone to do. To give up on searching for an easy way out and keep on living. Not sure if there is anything about compassion 😕 probably not
 
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I am too much of a coward to do it any other way.
Same. But I think I have to give up on this dream anyway.
 
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rs929

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We really need to fight for our right to choose a peaceful death. Too bad most of us are too depressed to actually do that
 
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