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Jack'sPain

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Jun 15, 2021
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I've contacted D for N
Though I. Was pretty set on drowning

I don't have really much knowledge about N,
And is it alone dependable for Ctb,
I was always reluctant to any kind of pills/meds alone for ctb, as I'm worried of failure, waking up, hospitalized

On the other hand drowning seems very sure fire, specially with a bag of weights, in middle of night isolated river
 
hahabye

hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
314
I wouldn't worry about waking up after drinking N, unless there's a possibility you'll get discovered too quick.
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
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Well there's never been a reported failure from N, unless a person received medical attention. that is not a failure of the drug it is a person being found. the euthanasia clinics all use it as it is a reliable,peacefull method . I would think they know what they are doing as they have legit companies that have been around for a long time and are experts on the stuff
 
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Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Get N if you can, drowning is horrible
 
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Eire1992

Eire1992

Conducting an experiment on how it feels to die
Jun 7, 2021
57
N has never failed in a single documented case with the exception of people who were found early and had medical intervention. There's a reason euthanasia clinics use it and there's a reason it's so hard to get. N legitimately is the holy grail for CTB.
 
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Jack'sPain

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Jun 15, 2021
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Ok guys thaks for. Assurity,

I hav No knowledge about N really, how to do it, dosage, etc

I'll have to read if anyone can suggest good source or tell me the basics..
I have not even got any assurity about gettin N tho,
& I'm yet to arrag the money even to plac the order, if it wud be delivrd in India I dnt know.. Just pray it can,

Damn it strikes me dat I dnt even hav a fix. Adress rn as I've been. Thrown out family's place yesterday

But if I could get the product he mentioned was pentobarbital 100ml..?

and he said he'd change labels, I got worried abt that part, coz I cant afford to start testing it..
Well there's never been a reported failure from N, unless a person received medical attention. that is not a failure of the drug it is a person being found. the euthanasia clinics all use it as it is a reliable,peacefull method . I would think they know what they are doing as they have legit companies that have been around for a long time and are experts on the stuff

How much liquid I'll have to drink
I guess should be takin anti emetic
And brh euthanasia clinics they must be monitoring if anything goes wrog.. or more drug required right..?
We guys doin alon if anythin goes wrog who will help us once we get paralyzed from the drug, such kind of fears I have about any pills, drugs,

Pardon my lack of knowlg
 
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Eire1992

Eire1992

Conducting an experiment on how it feels to die
Jun 7, 2021
57
Ok guys thaks for. Assurity,

I hav No knowledge about N really, how to do it, dosage, etc

I'll have to read if anyone can suggest good source or tell me the basics..
I have not even got any assurity about gettin N tho,
& I'm yet to arrag the money even to plac the order, if it wud be delivrd in India I dnt know.. Just pray it can,

Damn it strikes me dat I dnt even hav a fix. Adress rn as I've been. Thrown out family's place yesterday

But if I could get the product he mentioned was pentobarbital 100ml..?

and he said he'd change labels, I got worried abt that part, coz I cant afford to start testing it..


How much liquid I'll have to drink
I guess should be takin anti emetic
And brh euthanasia clinics they must be monitoring if anything goes wrog.. or more drug required right..?
We guys doin alon if anythin goes wrog who will help us once we get paralyzed from the drug, such kind of fears I have about any pills, drugs,

Pardon my lack of knowlg
Your best bet is to have a good long read of the resources section and in particular the PDF of the PPH. It has a good section on N and lists some sources. I could tell you some of it myself but I'd be worried I'd get something wrong, much best to get the information first hand yourself. If you go to the suicide discussion page and there'll be a pinned post about methods, everything you need is in there.
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
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Ok guys thaks for. Assurity,

I hav No knowledge about N really, how to do it, dosage, etc

I'll have to read if anyone can suggest good source or tell me the basics..
I have not even got any assurity about gettin N tho,
& I'm yet to arrag the money even to plac the order, if it wud be delivrd in India I dnt know.. Just pray it can,

Damn it strikes me dat I dnt even hav a fix. Adress rn as I've been. Thrown out family's place yesterday

But if I could get the product he mentioned was pentobarbital 100ml..?

and he said he'd change labels, I got worried abt that part, coz I cant afford to start testing it..


How much liquid I'll have to drink
I guess should be takin anti emetic
And brh euthanasia clinics they must be monitoring if anything goes wrog.. or more drug required right..?
We guys doin alon if anythin goes wrog who will help us once we get paralyzed from the drug, such kind of fears I have about any pills, drugs,

Pardon my lack of knowlg
the amount taken can vary from person to person. one bottle is enough for the majority of people, alot of people get 2 though.
an anti-e is recommended to be taken, although there are cases where people have taken it without.
there's hasn't been reports of things 'going wrong', apart from if a person was found early and there was medical intervention. So if you are't found then there isn't going to be a problem, there are 0 cases of failure, unless there was medical intervention. as for more drug, that is why people get 2 bottles which is 13g of N, double what can kill an average person. I don't think its ever been recorded a person taking more than that.

as i said before 0 reports of failures, even with people with a history of barbiturate abuse or heavy alcohol use. so your fears about getting paralysed or something going wrong are unfounded and false, as it has NEVER happened
 
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Jack'sPain

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the amount taken can vary from person to person. one bottle is enough for the majority of people, alot of people get 2 though.
an anti-e is recommended to be taken, although there are cases where people have taken it without.
there's hasn't been reports of things 'going wrong', apart from if a person was found early and there was medical intervention. So if you are't found then there isn't going to be a problem, there are 0 cases of failure, unless there was medical intervention. as for more drug, that is why people get 2 bottles which is 13g of N, double what can kill an average person. I don't think its ever been recorded a person taking more than that.

as i said before 0 reports of failures, even with people with a history of barbiturate abuse or heavy alcohol use. so your fears about getting paralysed or something going wrong are unfounded and false, as it has NEVER happened
Thanks i hope so,
When you have everything going wrong in life, maybe you do get a lil paranoid and wonder is death also going to be one of those things...

As for being found, I hope people would leave be abandoned just like I am, livin alone since years, having tou.. Much thanks to abusive biological father taken everything away,
I hope They don't suddenly wake the fuck up & try to "save me" now, if I'm about to go, as now that would be the opposite of that..
They should've done that during life..
 

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