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ben7

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Dec 30, 2020
106
If someone was planning to go by peaceful means, such as N, I would've thought it might be comforting to others to explain in your note (without mentioning N specifically) that you took steps to ensure a peaceful exit, similar to clinics/Dignitas.

Or would it be risky to give any information that suggests use of N?
 
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xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
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I have the method explained fully in my note, including what the substance is, they're going to test it anyway when they find my body so I don't see why that would matter
 
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juraviel

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Aug 11, 2021
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risky for whom, in what way.

im definitely going to ensure that everyone knows i planned my ctb in a way that made it impossible for anyone to stop or save me, so that they don't blame themselves, and also to know that i wasnt in pain.
 
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ben7

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Dec 30, 2020
106
I have the method explained fully in my note, including what the substance is, they're going to test it anyway when they find my body so I don't see why that would matter
thank you
risky for whom, in what way.

im definitely going to ensure that everyone knows i planned my ctb in a way that made it impossible for anyone to stop or save me, so that they don't blame themselves, and also to know that i wasnt in pain.
thanks
risky for whom, in what way.

im definitely going to ensure that everyone knows i planned my ctb in a way that made it impossible for anyone to stop or save me, so that they don't blame themselves, and also to know that i wasnt in pain.
I guess i just wondered with a substance like that whether it could come back on those around you somehow
 
Yama

Yama

Member
Jul 8, 2021
66
N is neither HAZMAT nor a riffle under licence. Your relatives would not be prosecuted for someone else putting to use a drug for personal consumption but only if they would aid or assist your will to death, in most jurisdiction anyway. Unless you're in one radical country where suicide itself is punished by law, sometimes by death penalty (ironic)
 
Chiisai

Chiisai

To infinity and beyond!
Sep 1, 2021
754
My intention is written in my will but I did not include what method nor the chemical used. In my case, I dont see the point in doing so as it would be dangerous letting my family or my friends(real and social media) know. My fear is that they might impulsively do the same because some of them also have the tendencies to self-harm. I do not want to be the precursor of their premature demise.
 
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