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HopelessFight

Warlock
Jan 31, 2021
740
Hey,

If you're reading this, it means I have drank my N a few days ago. Since this is a scheduled post, it means I'll finally be at peace now or much worse, I'm in the hospital.

A lot has happened over the last months and especially over the last days. I cannot go on anymore. I have planned this day for many months and I hope I finally succeed.

There also has been an incident regarding the PPH upload to the community. For this I have a very simple message to an old forum member who got banned a few months ago: fuck you, Donewrong. Thank you for screwing me up. Some people who are reading this will know the context of this and it's up to them to provide extra context or not.

I've always done my best for this community. I hope everyone here finds a way to get at peace, whether through giving life another chance or by peacefully ending it.

Thanks a lot to everyone here who has helped me out, in one way or another.
 
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HeckingHecked

HeckingHecked

Student
Nov 9, 2021
182
I'm glad that OP could stop suffering.

What is the context of the banned user?
 
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luckzz3ra

luckzz3ra

Member
Oct 29, 2021
22
I hope you found peace, see ya in another side.
 
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trianglesplayhouse

trianglesplayhouse

Member
Nov 14, 2021
90
Hope you're doing well, wherever you are. 🙏💗
 
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corpse_prince

corpse_prince

Member
Jul 5, 2020
15
I hope you could find peace. Thank you for everything.
Safe travels.
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,472
RIP. I just seen the scheduling post option that i didnt know exists. Good to know thanks OP.
 
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Lifeless mindset

Lifeless mindset

See you on the other side
Oct 20, 2020
308
I hope you found the peace you're looking for. Thank you. See you on the other side.
 
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Crimsonghost3

Member
Nov 14, 2021
78
Even though I didn't know you this made me sad and I hope you resolved any negativity before you left and went on to peace
 
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deflationary

deflationary

Fussy exister. Living in the epilogue
Mar 11, 2020
529
HopelessFight helped me out a bit and seemed like a very decent person all round. Mixed feelings as usual.
 
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PeacefulTonic

Enlightened
Aug 10, 2021
1,004
You seemed very knowledgeable about N and always seemed to be helping others. I wish you had a safe and pleasant trip
 
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Auto Immunity After

Auto Immunity After

LOOKING FOR THE CURE FOR AUTO IMMUNE
Jul 20, 2021
198
Hey,

If you're reading this, it means I have drank my N a few days ago. Since this is a scheduled post, it means I'll finally be at peace now or much worse, I'm in the hospital.

A lot has happened over the last months and especially over the last days. I cannot go on anymore. I have planned this day for many months and I hope I finally succeed.

There also has been an incident regarding the PPH upload to the community. For this I have a very simple message to an old forum member who got banned a few months ago: fuck you, Donewrong. Thank you for screwing me up. Some people who are reading this will know the context of this and it's up to them to provide extra context or not.

I've always done my best for this community. I hope everyone here finds a way to get at peace, whether through giving life another chance or by peacefully ending it.

Thanks a lot to everyone here who has helped me out, in one way or another.
Damn it , are you really gone? I was so glad to see you started posting again recently. I hope the PPH episode is not the reason. You are one of the good people on this site. If you are gone, this is a huge loss to this community and your outside community. I hope our paths cross again soon.
 
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RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

Administrator
Jun 12, 2018
2,189
I just wanted to let the community know that HopelessFight has passed. It's confirmed, I've seen the obituary today. I'm not gonna post any further information in respect of this members privacy but I think close friends of him deserve to know that they've left and they've left in peace. I'm sorry.

Rest in peace, HopelessFight.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,625
At least now they are at peace and are free from suffering. They are lucky that they got to exit by N, the best ctb method in my opinion.
 
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Dystopia

Dystopia

💤💤💤
Jul 22, 2019
367
Thanks for all you've done for the community. Sorry life came to this for you. Rest in peace
 
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grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,109
I remember you. You were always so kind and caring... I remember when you actually cheered me up few times with your warm and friendly words... such a loss, I feel like crying right now... well, I wish you eternal rest and peace. You will not be forgotten.
 
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TheNorthernSilence

TheNorthernSilence

Arcanist
Nov 13, 2018
430
Thank you for all your support for this community. You were always so helpful with all. I wish there were more people like you. Rest easy.
 
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Kennish

Specialist
Aug 17, 2021
379
RIP. I hope you found peace ☮️
 
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samarra

samarra

Member
Aug 17, 2019
45
I am so so sorry to hear this. My heart is breaking. Thank you HopelessFight for all the time you took to reply to my messages and all the good advice you gave me. I really hope you had a peaceful exit using N and I am very sorry I never get to know you better. Farewell good person. :heart: I will be following you soon into the eternal slumber. ☮️
 
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qwertylmno

qwertylmno

nine millimeter on the side swing it if you like
Jun 10, 2021
65
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anthos pal

Member
Nov 18, 2021
29
Thank you for all your support for this community. RIP
 
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wanttogetonthebus

wanttogetonthebus

chronically unlucky
Nov 27, 2021
411
I hope you're resting and your suffering has come to a forever end. Now nobody or nothing on Earth can ever hurt you again.
 
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