Discussion My thoughts on God and faith

[RABITIA]

First I want to apologise because I'm not a native English speaker, also I'm sorry if I offend anyone with my words.

As far as I understand the scientific explanation on how the universe started is that there was some form of materia that always existed and it decided to react with each other and kick start the creation of the universe, basically some form of meaningless materia without any form of meaningful consciousness..

For me the abrahamic version makes a bit more sense aka a highly powerful being kick started everything instead of some meaningless materia that was just always there for whatever reason but I might be just hanging on some hopeful Idk.

It's a big reason why I haven't ended my life yet, I just can't accept some meaningless materia that just spawned from nowhere created all this.. instead of a powerful more consciousness being who might not want me to end my life..

 

[K2PE]

Personally, I'm an atheist. I still think you're free to believe whatever you want.
I'd recommend reading about history. Books or documentaries like The Bible Decentered.

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

Life is extremely mysterious. The very fact that we are basically made of stardust, and, we're wondering why we're here (some of us, at least). And a lot of us don't want to exist. It's like a rock saying "oh hey I exist and I wish I didn't. Incredibly weird. The universe is just matter, some of which is aware of itself. How strange is that. Why is there life. Little things that make copies of themselves and wonder if there are others like them on other planets. What?!? I've been all over the map at different times of my life. Enjoy the journey.