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Quzevi

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Nov 19, 2025
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I have been a victim of psychiatry...

My brain has been lobotomized by doctors...

I have no emotions.
No happiness or real feelings (Anhedonia).
My brain will not heal.
I have been stuck in a state of limbo.
My body is keeping me alive...
My body is deteriorating at the same time...

I am in hell.
 
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Hollowman

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Dec 14, 2021
2,386
Same here. I wish I would've ctb a long time ago.
 
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taker_of_insulin

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Aug 22, 2025
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How were you lobotomized? What drugs did they give you that fucked you up?
 
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pk@2001

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Apr 27, 2026
3
Same here friend...
Just caught in this Hell's loop where your's body is alive with an empty soul
It becomes more devastating if you're caught with terminal illness..
You just wish to leave this f***ng world with no regrets.
 

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