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clearing eyes

clearing eyes

femboy hooters employee of the month
Jul 23, 2019
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i'm so excited!! i'm so happy. holy shit i see a way out. for once i feel like i'm going to be okay
 
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falloutcarter13

falloutcarter13

Bury me, bury me...
Aug 1, 2020
671
Know exactly what you're feeling, felt the same way when I got mine =D
 
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Septim

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Jul 3, 2020
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Congrats. I've been waiting a month for mine from a Ukrainian supplier.
 
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Deardaddy

Deardaddy

Student
May 20, 2019
172
I'm so honoured to be the only one of few in my place to get hold of one. My preciois
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
I felt same way when my SN came. I was happy when I saw the bag. A happiness I hadn't experienced in a long time. Wish you the best in whatever you decide. Hugs
 
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Deleted member 18655

Enlightened
Jun 4, 2020
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This_sux ✓

This_sux ✓

Forever alone
Aug 6, 2020
58
Remember to store it safely! There are already posts out there about storing it in summer.
 
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Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
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Honestly feel the same about my rope arriving. It's morbid but I am so excited.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,657
I'm happy to hear that you are relieved and feeling better for having a way out. I felt similarly too over a year ago when I got my method (a firearm). I can relate to the feeling of having a way out, knowing that no matter how bad things get, I can always check out on a whim. That has allowed me to take risks and live a bit longer, in fact, that is part of the reason I'm alive longer than when I originally planned to CTB.
 
SoIntoYou

SoIntoYou

Pillowman
Jul 9, 2020
214
Make sure you take the drugs necessary to not throw up. This has become an issue lately.
 
LifeIzPain

LifeIzPain

Member
Aug 7, 2020
6
Ordered mine last week on Amazon, hopefully it comes sometime next week
 

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