My SN finally has been shipped

[Stroopwafel.]

Something went wrong and it took them over two weeks to finally ship my SN. For a second I was afraid I got scammed lol.

I felt a big relieve when I got the confirmation email and the tracking number. I'm also SUPER stressed rn, because I'm in a psychiatric hospital right now and the package will be delivered to the hospital. This may sound weird, but it was the best choice I got. The ward I'm at does not check our packages and stuff like that, so I will get it in without problems. I'm just super scared that the package might get interrupted and the police might show up. I will have a big problem if that happens lol.

I will leave this place soon tho, I might become homeless after I leave here. If not, I will be dumped in another random place I don't wanna go to. When I finally have my SN, I can finally end this shit life whenever I want. I have all the other meds ready as well. (I took them with me when I visited my parents and I hide them in my room)

 

[blue_muse]

What a sigh of relief, it's nice to hear you're navigating your own destiny. Crossing fingers there's no problems with receiving the package because you sound sure you want to CTB .

 

[ariel132]

sorry, i know u can t tell the seller, but is it possible to have a clue? Europe?

 

[blue_muse]

Sometimes the best kept secret is best kept...secret.

 

[ariel132]

Sometimes the best kept secret is best kept...secret.

I know, you are totally right. But I am new here, and I am here bacause severly disabled. Don't know how to move...

Sometimes the best kept secret is best kept...secret.

anyway ty, I totally understand.

 

[WornOutLife]

Sorry to hear you're leaving this world but at the same time, I want you not to suffer anymore.

Whatever happens, wish you lots of love and peace.

Hugs,

Matt

 

[FuneralCry]

I would feel the same way if I was about to receive SN, it is an relief and a sense of freedom knowing you can take your life when you choose. We all deserve a right to die, so I am against the police taking away our methods, I understand your stress. I wish you the best.

 

[Sullun]

Something went wrong and it took them over two weeks to finally ship my SN. For a second I was afraid I got scammed lol.

I felt a big relieve when I got the confirmation email and the tracking number. I'm also SUPER stressed rn, because I'm in a psychiatric hospital right now and the package will be delivered to the hospital. This may sound weird, but it was the best choice I got. The ward I'm at does not check our packages and stuff like that, so I will get it in without problems. I'm just super scared that the package might get interrupted and the police might show up. I will have a big problem if that happens lol.

I will leave this place soon tho, I might become homeless after I leave here. If not, I will be dumped in another random place I don't wanna go to. When I finally have my SN, I can finally end this shit life whenever I want. I have all the other meds ready as well. (I took them with me when I visited my parents and I hide them in my room)

Where in the world are you?

 

[Stroopwafel.]

Where in the world are you?

I'm from the Netherlands