My SN arrived

[Stroopwafel.]

I'm holding it in my hands right now. I'm holding it in my fucking hands!!!

I have an extremely bad day and I just hit the panic button in my room and after I calmed down a bit, the nurse came back to bring me a package. I immediately knew it was the SN, as I didn't order anything else. And in my head I was like 'dude if you only knew what you are holding in your hands right now' lmaooo, it's seriously sad and hilarious at the same time that I got SN into here without a problem.

I stopped crying and having panic attacks for the first time all day now. I'm just sitting here hugging my bottle of SN.

 

[deathisnear]

Congrats! May it bring you the peace you are seeking.

 

[Stroopwafel.]

Now to find a good place to hide it, as my mom usually likes to get into my closets and stuff without asking and I don't have a lot of hiding spaces in here tbh. Gotta be creative I guess.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be a relief knowing you can leave this world when you want to - I wish you well. We all deserve peace and nobody should have to live a life filled with suffering.

 

[WornOutLife]

I bet you feel really relieved.
I wish I had some SN with me, not drink it immediately but...to be at peace knowing it's "there" lol.

Hugs and love,

Matt

 

[Zinz]

Having a relatively peaceful way out really does feel like nothing else.