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“One day, I am gonna grow wings”
Jun 26, 2026
28
I'm going to use this space for vents, rambles, and poems, in a form of storytelling.

Writing them helps me get some of the weight out of my head.

I'm not a great writer, I'm a complete amateur trying to put things into words when they're too much to keep.

These won't be very polished. They're just what comes out.
I feel awful today,
So sluggish and slow,
Just in the same way,
I had felt on that road,

It's the way I felt before,
On the day when I heard,
For the first and last time,
Those five words that she spoke,

"I wish you were sadder",
She looked in my eyes,
Her gaze was so heavy,
so heavy I cried,

How could I be sadder,
How could I lose more,

I don't think that she knew,
I don't think she could know,

That day felt for me,
Like my last day on earth.
 
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“One day, I am gonna grow wings”
Jun 26, 2026
28
I like seeing old couples on the street,

I think of a future, where it's just you and me,
We travel around, we see all the parks,

— "I want to see Colorado"
I want to look at the stars

They remind me of you,
The way she grabs on his arm,

— "I wanna be just like them"
— "Aren't they cute when they walk?"

They walk together

I want to grow old with you

I'm sorry

I don't like seeing old couples on the street.
 
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