Hi, everyone. I thought I'd make a thread where I post a general introduction about myself, along with some vents and whatever's happening in my life.
First things first!
I'm from Europe, I'm 29 years old, and I use she/they pronouns. I'm diagnosed with ADHD (I'm on treatment), BPD, PTSD (I mostly refer to it as C-PTSD), Bipolar Type 2, depression, and anxiety. Yeah, I know, it's a lot. I'm on 6 different meds, every damn category you can name: stimulants, antidepressants, mood stabilizers, and antipsychotics. I actually have 3 antidepressants. I'm the entire circus.
I first found out about SaSu in 2022. I've been a lurker ever since. I actually had 2 accounts that I forgot the passwords to (and the names of); (sorry, I'm really ADHD), so this is like my 3rd account. So let's hope this one stays.
I have been depressed and suicidal for more than half of my life. I've gone through a lot of breakups and lost a lot of friendships in general because of my immense fear of abandonment. I was, and still am, really dependent on other people. I make them my world, and then that world begins to tremble at some point. I'm just a silent observer of my own disaster without having any say whatsoever.
With BPD, I feel like I'm two people in one. Anders from Dragon Age 2 is extremely relatable to me (let me know if you've played the series), and so is Naruto. His rage, the way he values friendship so highly, everything. But I'm a little bit off-topic.
I love movies and TV shows. I'm a cinephile. My favorite movies are Mulholland Drive, Aftersun, Suspiria (the old one), and The Substance.
I love games. I've played all sorts of games, but I really liked Disco Elysium, Dragon Age: Origins, Dragon Age 2, Fields of Mistria (a farming sim), Left 4 Dead 2, and The Outlast Trials, just to name a few.
I love reading, especially political books and Marxist theory. I'm an anarchist myself, and I've been involved in the political scene. I have a cat, my favorite color is red, and I'm a huge Britney Spears fan!
I'm currently unemployed and have been for 3 years, living with help from my friends and family. I'm too mentally unwell to hold even the tiniest job, and I struggle every day with food. Sometimes I don't have anything to eat, or I eat cat food because it's cheap. I live alone, and I really enjoy the quiet: me and my cat, a movie or a game or a book.
This is just the beginning. I'll post vents here and stuff that happens to me. I just wanna feel seen and heard, I guess.
I love this community and how kind everyone is, and I'm looking forward to meeting new people. People have told me I'm a good listener.
In any case, this is a little about me. Feel free to ask me anything! Hugs!
First things first!
I'm from Europe, I'm 29 years old, and I use she/they pronouns. I'm diagnosed with ADHD (I'm on treatment), BPD, PTSD (I mostly refer to it as C-PTSD), Bipolar Type 2, depression, and anxiety. Yeah, I know, it's a lot. I'm on 6 different meds, every damn category you can name: stimulants, antidepressants, mood stabilizers, and antipsychotics. I actually have 3 antidepressants. I'm the entire circus.
I first found out about SaSu in 2022. I've been a lurker ever since. I actually had 2 accounts that I forgot the passwords to (and the names of); (sorry, I'm really ADHD), so this is like my 3rd account. So let's hope this one stays.
I have been depressed and suicidal for more than half of my life. I've gone through a lot of breakups and lost a lot of friendships in general because of my immense fear of abandonment. I was, and still am, really dependent on other people. I make them my world, and then that world begins to tremble at some point. I'm just a silent observer of my own disaster without having any say whatsoever.
With BPD, I feel like I'm two people in one. Anders from Dragon Age 2 is extremely relatable to me (let me know if you've played the series), and so is Naruto. His rage, the way he values friendship so highly, everything. But I'm a little bit off-topic.
I love movies and TV shows. I'm a cinephile. My favorite movies are Mulholland Drive, Aftersun, Suspiria (the old one), and The Substance.
I love games. I've played all sorts of games, but I really liked Disco Elysium, Dragon Age: Origins, Dragon Age 2, Fields of Mistria (a farming sim), Left 4 Dead 2, and The Outlast Trials, just to name a few.
I love reading, especially political books and Marxist theory. I'm an anarchist myself, and I've been involved in the political scene. I have a cat, my favorite color is red, and I'm a huge Britney Spears fan!
I'm currently unemployed and have been for 3 years, living with help from my friends and family. I'm too mentally unwell to hold even the tiniest job, and I struggle every day with food. Sometimes I don't have anything to eat, or I eat cat food because it's cheap. I live alone, and I really enjoy the quiet: me and my cat, a movie or a game or a book.
This is just the beginning. I'll post vents here and stuff that happens to me. I just wanna feel seen and heard, I guess.
I love this community and how kind everyone is, and I'm looking forward to meeting new people. People have told me I'm a good listener.
In any case, this is a little about me. Feel free to ask me anything! Hugs!
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