Fishyfloon
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- Mar 3, 2026
- 7
To be frank there's nothing I should be depressed about. My life is as peaceful as it gets and the people around love me. Yet somehow im still having the same persistent thoughts for the past 2 years, and I doubt it'll get better in times ahead. I came to the conclusion that life is better if it's nothing, so I'm sure it isn't something impulsive, and I'm rather convinced I can handle the pain since I've failed so many attempts already. If my family and friends caught me having thoughts to ctb, it'd be a little awkward as I don't have any reason to do so. Does anyone have the same experience as me?
