My parents:

[Alwaysbadtime]

They don't understand how someone can fail at choosing a carreer suitable. They don't understand how I can be feeble at math/science and have limited options. I was an English major for GODs sake.

I have a lot of shit at my dad's. Photo albums etc. Shit that will be really fucking distubring to throw out.

Both parents have never lived a day suicidal. They give me no empathy...no kind words...no love...nothing. AND FOR THAT I HATE THEM.

I'm living a pretend reality....his mom paying the mortgage....she being so much better than me...me nothing...no money...it's awful

I must go really soon. I say that. but I remember @brokenwaves she was brave

It's so obvious. I just don't know the email to use to do the delayed send. I DON"T WANT TO BE A GHOST. People say there's nothing...but I had one ghost esperience. Please....

I will go before September...don't worry I will stop inundating SS with all my shit.

Afghanistan is on fire...but that doesn't mean Palestine and so many places it's awful. It's awful 4 doors down. Shit is unfathomable.

 

[Pluto]

It's normal to want the understanding of our parents, but they were born innocently into this world just like us, and have very limited knowledge, life experience or ability to empathise with other people's life situations. They are not gods. Their approval or disapproval means makes no difference to anything now.

Would be interested to hear about your ghost experience, though!

 

[LittleJem]

A woman at the Samaritans said to me that no-one can really understand mental illness unless they have it. That really helped me, as my family don't understand it and some of them judge or blame me, even when I try and educate them about the science of mental illness.
For me, I am just pretty done and I have realised the lack of care and support, particularly from my mother at least sets me free to CTB