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Archness

Archness

Defective Personel
Jan 20, 2023
554
It fucking sucks that the only times I'm up for writing, genuinely talking with others, or even posting here, is when I'm tired as hell and would probably just give up before I actually start. It's pretty annoying, but perhaps it's the only time when I'm not either bedrotting or immersed in my PC.

That's just my NEET life, one of the two and not even being outside this house at all, for weeks at a time. With this doomed world, nihilism, NO HOPE, etc-etc . . . At this point I feel nothing, just baseline. It's like I'm dissociated, or like a frog being boiled who can't feel their insides being cooked.

That's just my NEET life, huh? Rotting away until I CTB. Loosing all feeling as my body and soul atrophy. Sounds awful, doesn't it? But it only feels so-so, as this is my singular life, it's my baseline now, my own kind of normal.

What a NEET life.
 
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Flightless Wings

Flightless Wings

Never got off the ground
Feb 6, 2025
15
High five

8 years strong here
 
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Crow_88

Crow_88

Experienced
Dec 30, 2024
277
How do you guys support your NEET life? Like where does housing and such come from?
 
Flightless Wings

Flightless Wings

Never got off the ground
Feb 6, 2025
15
How do you guys support your NEET life? Like where does housing and such come from?
I live with my mother. She has a well-paying job that carries the serious bills. I also have my own income after inheriting a house when my grandmother died, and renting it out. This covers my daily bills like groceries and taxes. It's a really lucky and privileged position but it rots at you slowly.
 
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Crow_88

Crow_88

Experienced
Dec 30, 2024
277
Wow, definitely a stroke of luck in a lot of ways. Well, good for you! Happy you are safe within your NEETdom
 

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