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deep-sleeper

deep-sleeper

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Aug 16, 2025
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I just constantly deal with SI, intrusive thoughts, rumination, derealisation, maladaptive daydreaming about ctb/sh. And it hurts me and anyone that dares to be close to me
 
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cursedlife

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Jun 28, 2024
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Me to , I keep ruminating and thinking about ctbing all day and I'm depressed most of the time , I keep thinking I can't live like this anymore , anyway I hope you find peace
 
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Feldsparc

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Me too. Thinking about suicide is what keeps me going
 
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