My method

[SadGirl]

My ctb method, I use a good amount of benzos, not ctb directly with them, as it is kind of impossible. But yes, for partial or even total suspension. This way I will be calmer and I think I will not feel so much, because I will make sure I am totally doped.

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm so sorry to hear this. Hope you can find peace.

As for me, I tried something similar last year.

Just don't make the mistake I made: the effect of the pills came so fast that I ended up passing out before being able to hanging myself.

My life was hell for half a year because of this error.

I don't wanna fail never ever again :(

 

[gus.nixon]

My life was hell fot half a year because of this error.

Do you mean physically or mentally or emotionally?
@SadGirl I feel you and I think you're brave for choosing this method

 

[WornOutLife]

Do you mean physically or mentally or emotionally?

All of them!

I spent one month in bed in hospital and weakened lots.

Then, I was forced to leave with my parents again for 5 months.
Living with my dad was not a problem but my mom... She suffers from schizophrenia and is literally a monster sometimes.

I used to cry everyday. I was broken and I thought I was gonna go mad and end up in a psych ward for real.

My dad and dog are the ones who saved me and allowed me to have my feet on Earth and now I'm free again, fortunately!

 

[gus.nixon]

She suffers from schizophrenia and is literally a monster sometimes.

My mom suffers the same thing

 

[SadGirl]

Do you mean physically or mentally or emotionally?
@SadGirl I feel you and I think you're brave for choosing this method

As much as I want to, I won't go ctb now, I can't leave my mother. But when the time comes, I believe it will be that way. Do you have any better method?

 

[hfdepression30]

I've considered this too. Drinking or taking some kind of medication to make me pass out with a ligature around my neck. I don't have any meds to induce anything like that though.. so I have to do it sober or after some alcohol

 

[Cockney_Rebel]

All of them!

I spent one month in bed in hospital and weakened lots.

Then, I was forced to leave with my parents again for 5 months.
Living with my dad was not a problem but my mom... She suffers from schizophrenia and is literally a monster sometimes.

I used to cry everyday. I was broken and I thought I was gonna go mad and end up in a psych ward for real.

My dad and dog are the ones who saved me and allowed me to have my feet on Earth and now I'm free again, fortunately!

"My dad and dog are the ones who saved me and allowed me to have my feet on Earth and now I'm free again, fortunately!"

Hey bud, are you saying you're happy they saved your life? As in, you don't want to die anymore?

Hope you're well.

 

[WornOutLife]

"My dad and dog are the ones who saved me and allowed me to have my feet on Earth and now I'm free again, fortunately!"

Hey bud, are you saying you're happy they saved your life? As in, you don't want to die anymore?

Hope you're well.

I meant they were the ones who saved me from going crazy because living with mom was hell. She suffers from schizophrenia and is a monster.

However, my dog and dad are my reasons for living. I still wanna ctb but they give me a motive to stay in this world I guess.

Hugs bro

 

[Cockney_Rebel]

I meant they were the ones who saved me from going crazy because living with mom was hell. She suffers from schizophrenia and is a monster.

However, my dog and dad are my reasons for living. I still wanna ctb but they give me a motive to stay in this world I guess.

Hugs bro

Bring it in, brother ...