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darkwater

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Apr 17, 2021
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I'm sitting here thinking kill yourself. Then I tell me ok wait until tomorrow. I wake up scared and say today I'll do it. Then all repeats itself. I have no more acquaintances, no more work. I debate for two years every day with myself whether I should kill myself before something else bad happens. This is hell on earth, torture.
 
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wait.what

wait.what

no really, what?
Aug 14, 2020
1,000
I think we're all been there, friend.
 
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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,416
The same happens to me. I hope you can find peace. No one deserves to suffer this way
 
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LeavingEarly

LeavingEarly

Specialist
Mar 19, 2022
376
Yeah days go by very fast.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,571
I know that it's so dreadful feeling like you are trapped here in this world, of course I wish that leaving is easier, I am tired of all these endless days filled with misery. I'm sorry that you suffer.
 
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Hope:-)

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Jul 3, 2022
1,120
Totally relate. Torture.
 
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notocarpediem

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Aug 19, 2022
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I feel the same.
 
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