Venting My last thoughts

[mirko]

I'm ending my life soon, I'll make a separate thread for Goodbyes, here I'm going to lay down some thoughts I have that I can't keep on my mind.

I'm dying soon and I know the impact my death will cause on people close to me. I'll miss my two little sisters. I won't miss my parents, maybe my mother but certainly not my father. I have a dear friend that I pushed away but she still is trying to get in touch. She's going to graduate next week. I really really hope the news of my death reaches her after the graduation date.

I really wished to live but this is fucking hard. I know life is full of beautiful things, I have seen and experienced them, but I'm not strong enough to fight for them.

I'm ok.

 

[WornOutLife]

Oh Mirko! I'm gonna miss you so much. Was not expecting this.
Let me tell you that for the few times we talked and your forum activity, you look like a great person.

I know how frustrating and hard trying to live can be! I'm exactly going through that. I still don't know how long I'll endure this agony.

Anyway, I'll be waiting for your goodbye thread so as to say a proper farewell to you.

Send you lots of hugs!!