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LetMeDieInPeace

LetMeDieInPeace

Member
May 29, 2020
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Found out my friend I've known since we children died today from suicide. I rarely talked to him ever since he got into hard drugs. I hope he's in peace now. I hope I can also successfully CTB soon.
 
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TrailerTrash

TrailerTrash

Just Passing Through
Oct 10, 2019
240
I hope he's in peace as well. Share your feelings about CTB soon - fortunately I've finished and tested my ReBreather so it will be peaceful.
 
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SuiSqueeze92

SuiSqueeze92

Self Saboteur
Jan 15, 2020
479
Found out my friend I've known since we children died today from suicide. I rarely talked to him ever since he got into hard drugs. I hope he's in peace now. I hope I can also successfully CTB soon.

Yeah that shit sucks /: I'm sorry, I know that pain too well. Does his death want to make yourself CTB? Or are you just wanting to follow in his footsteps type of thing?
 
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Dead beat dad

Enlightened
Mar 5, 2019
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Found out my friend I've known since we children died today from suicide. I rarely talked to him ever since he got into hard drugs. I hope he's in peace now. I hope I can also successfully CTB soon.
I'm sorry to hear this my my friend. Given your own disposition this must add a layer of complexity to your thoughts.
I hope your friend is at peace and that where ever your journey takes you some light and peace finds you too.
Peace brother
DBD
 
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Jean Améry

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2019
1,098
That is bad news. My condolences.
 
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SpottedPanda

SpottedPanda

I'm all about coffee and cigarettes
Jul 24, 2019
612
Sorry for your loss. A few years ago a friend I'd known since school slit his throat, after his mother jumped. I imagine you have a lot of conflicting emotions right now. Wishing you the best
 
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Jul 31, 2018
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I'm sorry for your loss, that's a tough one to deal with.
 
K-O

K-O

FU(KOFFEE
Apr 16, 2020
1,462
he is at peace now :heart:
i too just got news that my childhood friend (and first dealer) had od'd ..
who knows, maybe they are chilling together now.
take care mate. wish you peace.
x
 
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Darksektori

Experienced
Jun 8, 2020
237
Yeah that shit sucks /: I'm sorry, I know that pain too well. Does his death want to make yourself CTB? Or are you just wanting to follow in his footsteps type of thing?
That's actually a very good question
 
Bct

Bct

Disqualified from Being Human
Apr 20, 2020
419
Sorry about your loss. My condolences. Hopefully your friend is at peace. Wishing you a peaceful journey too.
 
lostangel

lostangel

Enlightened
Mar 22, 2019
1,051
I'm sorry to hear. I hope you and your friend can find peace.
 
LetMeDieInPeace

LetMeDieInPeace

Member
May 29, 2020
20
Yeah that shit sucks /: I'm sorry, I know that pain too well. Does his death want to make yourself CTB? Or are you just wanting to follow in his footsteps type of thing?
Originally I attempted to CTB the same night he CTB but SI kicked in for me and I'm still here. I'm still going to attempt to CTB until I succeed.
 
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