My friend called the psych on me

[completely-done]

I had a mental breakdown in front of my friend. I'm so stupid.

He called the psych on me. Sucks ass

I'll see you guys in a few days, oh my godddddd

 

[UpandDownPrincess]

Hang in there. We will be thinking of you until we see you again.

 

[completely-done]

At least my desire to ctb will be stronger. Just gotta play the psych's game by their rules until I earn my freedom to get out of the ward.

I'm gonna downplay everything that was reported lol fml

 

[Kristicide]

I've been there. They say they do it for your benefit but it's really for their own. Sorry that happened to you.

 

[completely-done]

I've been there. They say they do it for your benefit but it's really for their own. Sorry that happened to you.

Yeah, they do it so they're free from "liability".

I wish I kept my emotions in check. I literally talk to myself during the the day, I'm so alone so when a little steam comes out the whole volcano frigging erupts. Damn it. Lesson learned

 

[whatevs]

At least my desire to ctb will be stronger. Just gotta play the psych's game by their rules until I earn my freedom to get out of the ward.

I'm gonna downplay everything that was reported lol fml

This idea that "my desire to CTB increasing is a good thing" comes from already decided that you want to do it
and thus anything that reinforces the decision is positive? Normally, we don't want unpleasant feelings to proliferate.

 

[onleana]

This idea that "my desire to CTB increasing is a good thing" comes from already decided that you want to do it
and thus anything that reinforces the decision is positive? Normally, we don't want unpleasant feelings to proliferate.

im not OP but i'll answer for myself: if the desire to cbt is increasing its easier to cbt. i want to cbt constantly and im in agonizing pain everyday but nothing has sent me over the edge yet. i want my desire to increse so i can finally be 10000% sure i am ready and finally do it. if it doesn't increse i will not cbt and live in suffering for the rest of my life. sorry for eng

 

[Dot]

I had a mental breakdown in front of my friend. I'm so stupid.

He called the psych on me. Sucks ass

I'll see you guys in a few days, oh my godddddd

It dffclt bcse mst ppl nt wnt sm1 dth on thr conscnce & ur frnd mght genulny cre abt u & nt wn2 lse u

Srry tht happnd 2 u thgh

 

[clown]

Good luck!

 

[Feeding Pigeons]

Welp, now you know you can't reveal that side of yourself to that friend. That sucks.

Safe trip, get out soon.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are going through this. I can imagine it must be awful being stuck in a psych ward. I wish you the best.

 

[bloodfallsfirst]

Best of luck, and we'll be waiting for when you come out.

 

[Hanger2]

I had a mental breakdown in front of my friend. I'm so stupid.

He called the psych on me. Sucks ass

I'll see you guys in a few days, oh my godddddd

At least you have a friend.

 

[TheBestUsernameEver]

I had a mental breakdown in front of my friend. I'm so stupid.

He called the psych on me. Sucks ass

I'll see you guys in a few days, oh my godddddd

Bear in mind that he did it because he cares about you and wants you to recover.

I know it gets your back up when you're admitted and it feels as though the world is falling in on you, but it really isn't.
This is another stepping stone towards recovery

 

[Maaizr]

Bear in mind that he did it because he cares about you and wants you to recover.

I know it gets your back up when you're admitted and it feels as though the world is falling in on you, but it really isn't.
This is another stepping stone towards recovery

lmao how do you know this?

 

[TheBestUsernameEver]

lmao how do you know this?

Because I understand what it means to be a normal human being.

I also understand what it feels like to be in a very dark place and be sectioned, and then to recover.

 

[Crazy4u]

I didn't want to comment but here I am. please ignore the insensitive comments and remember there are prolifers who pretend to be suicidals here. Do whatever you need to do to get out of the mental jail.

We will be here for you. I wish you the best.

 

[completely-done]

I didn't want to comment but here I am. please ignore the insensitive comments and remember there are prolifers who pretend to be suicidals here. Do whatever you need to do to get out of the mental jail.

We will be here for you. I wish you the best.

Yeah some of the comments that question the sincerity of my desire to ctb hurt a bit. But I just brush it off, people will have their opinions so whatever lol

I made a mistake in confiding in a friend about mental suffering because I was talking to them at an emotional vulnerable time. I thought he would just be like "there there" and pat on me on my shoulder and get on with his day. Big mistake on my part, lesson learned. No biggie.
Update: I got out an hour ago!

 

[Angi]

I am sorry you confided in someone (even if it was not entirely your choice) and they let you down. This must have been very painful. Regardless of how much future you may have, I hope you find a stronger friend to share it with.

Unrelatedly, 93 posts in just over 1 day, wow. Your really found the forum you want to share with!

 

[completely-done]

I am sorry you confided in someone (even if it was not entirely your choice) and they let you down. This must have been very painful. Regardless of how much future you may have, I hope you find a stronger friend to share it with.

Unrelatedly, 93 posts in just over 1 day, wow. Your really found the forum you want to share with!

Thank you for understanding. Yes I feel really understood at SS, I'm not shamed here

 

[Maaizr]

Because I understand what it means to be a "normal" human being...

lmfao oh my god

 

[TheBestUsernameEver]

lmfao oh my god

I wish you well and that you are able to overcome whatever issues you are currently facing
Have a wonderful day

 

[Seiba]

Yeah some of the comments that question the sincerity of my desire to ctb hurt a bit. But I just brush it off, people will have their opinions so whatever lol

I made a mistake in confiding in a friend about mental suffering because I was talking to them at an emotional vulnerable time. I thought he would just be like "there there" and pat on me on my shoulder and get on with his day. Big mistake on my part, lesson learned. No biggie.
Update: I got out an hour ago!

How was it? I hope at worst it was just boring and you didn't have to go through anything horrible.

 

[waitingforrest]

Because I understand what it means to be a normal human being.

I also understand what it feels like to be in a very dark place and be sectioned, and then to recover.

But being normal doesn't give you the power to see the future. Just because you recover doesn't mean the op will. Everyone's situation is different. Though clairvoyance would be great to have in the stock market.

Does this mean the normies are secretly wizards?

 

[completely-done]

How was it? I hope at worst it was just boring and you didn't have to go through anything horrible.

Thank you Yeah it was boring. I maintained a "normal" and "this is all a misunderstanding" disposition and they eventually figured out that I'm sane. So they let me go. I was super kind to them and made sure to thank them profusely for looking after me. If you met me IRL I look like I have never thought of ctb in my whole life. It's just how I carry myself to avoid suspicion.

 

[TheBestUsernameEver]

But being normal doesn't give you the power to see the future. Just because you recover doesn't mean the op will. Everyone's situation is different. Though clairvoyance would be great to have in the stock market.

Does this mean the normies are secretly wizards?

Yes but you don't know who will recover and who won't. You're no wizard, either.
The vast majority of people who experience mental health problems go on to make a recovery.

 

[waitingforrest]

Yes but you don't know who will recover and who won't. You're no wizard, either.
The vast majority of people who experience mental health problems go on to make a recovery.

And there are those who don't. That's why some are on this forum. Even if the vast majority recover, it isn't fair to just say, "you will get better" to every person that has issues.

It's really nice of you to wish for recovery, but to promise recovery is what antagonizes people on here. It brushes off the harsh reality of the situation, it has come to ctb because there is no other escape or choice.

None of us knows what will happen in the future. But it isn't right to assume that we do know for others when we only know them from a screen. We can only take what we know from their posts and avoid making things worse. Especially on this site, you have to really be careful of what you say, the intentions may be good, but the reception may be negative.

If you had said that in the recovery section, none of us would be debating with you. The problem lies in that this is the suicide discussion section. Positive words are not expected on this section unless the poster explicitly asks for it.

I really don't want to further derail from what op posted. Op is asking for support and arguing on won't help them. I don't expect you to understand my viewpoint, but know that not many people appreciate hearing positive statements.

I won't be further replying on about this topic.

 

[completely-done]

And there are those who don't. That's why some are on this forum. Even if the vast majority recover, it isn't fair to just say, "you will get better" to every person that has issues.

It's really nice of you to wish for recovery, but to promise recovery is what antagonizes people on here. It brushes off the harsh reality of the situation, it has come to ctb because there is no other escape or choice.

None of us knows what will happen in the future. But it isn't right to assume that we do know for others when we only know them from a screen. We can only take what we know from their posts and avoid making things worse. Especially on this site, you have to really be careful of what you say, the intentions may be good, but the reception may be negative.

If you had said that in the recovery section, none of us would be debating with you. The problem lies in that this is the suicide discussion section. Positive words are not expected on this section unless the poster explicitly asks for it.

I really don't want to further derail from what op posted. Op is asking for support and arguing on won't help them. I don't expect you to understand my viewpoint, but know that not many people appreciate hearing positive statements.

I won't be further replying on about this topic.

Thank you for saying what I find difficult to articulate. I really appreciate this

 

[TheBestUsernameEver]

And there are those who don't. That's why some are on this forum. Even if the vast majority recover, it isn't fair to just say, "you will get better" to every person that has issues.

It's really nice of you to wish for recovery, but to promise recovery is what antagonizes people on here. It brushes off the harsh reality of the situation, it has come to ctb because there is no other escape or choice.

None of us knows what will happen in the future. But it isn't right to assume that we do know for others when we only know them from a screen. We can only take what we know from their posts and avoid making things worse. Especially on this site, you have to really be careful of what you say, the intentions may be good, but the reception may be negative.

If you had said that in the recovery section, none of us would be debating with you. The problem lies in that this is the suicide discussion section. Positive words are not expected on this section unless the poster explicitly asks for it.

I really don't want to further derail from what op posted. Op is asking for support and arguing on won't help them. I don't expect you to understand my viewpoint, but know that not many people appreciate hearing positive statements.

I won't be further replying on about this topic.

I think it's very dangerous to say things like:

"it has come to ctb because there is no other escape or choice"

and

"Positive words are not expected on this section"

This attitude has no doubt contributed at least in part to the reputation this forum has within the media.
Writing as though each of us are resigned to ending our lives is immoral and deeply unhealthy, and makes viewers (read the media) question the intentions of some users on this forum.

If I had given a platform for toxic positivity, I would understand your comments. However, all I said was that the person who contacted the psych had done so out of concern, just like most normal people would.
In addition, I attempted to encourage the OP to view this as a stepping stone to recovery.

I don't expect you to understand my viewpoint either.

 

[Rogue Proxy]

Update: I got out an hour ago!

Congratulations on extricating yourself! It's absolutely atrocious how anyone can be criminalized, tormented, and locked up just for not being a happy, obedient social robot every waking moment.