My doomsday clock

[Throwmyselfaway]

I liken my time to the doomsday clock which is at 2 min to midnight. Up until yesterday it was 1 min to midnight was just waiting on my sn to arrive. However ive agreed to go see a therapist even though I don't wanna to attempt to make things better in life. Not sure if I'm doing this to try to get along in this world or to appease my wife. I still cry, still am extremely depressed and just wanna end it but I agreed. So right now my clock has set back to about 2 min to midnight. I won't toss any of my stuff. If this fails I'm done for good.

 

[Lostandfound7]

So happy ur willing to try, my friend..Ur wife obvi loves u n doesn't wanna lose u.My husband was very upset when I told him of my plans..I cry constantly..very painful journey..I'm here if u need to talk..sending love

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

So happy ur willing to try, my friend..Ur wife obvi loves u n doesn't wanna lose u.My husband was very upset when I told him of my plans..I cry constantly..very painful journey..I'm here if u need to talk..sending love

Thank you so much. Love back at ya

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I liken my time to the doomsday clock which is at 2 min to midnight. Up until yesterday it was 1 min to midnight was just waiting on my sn to arrive. However ive agreed to go see a therapist even though I don't wanna to attempt to make things better in life. Not sure if I'm doing this to try to get along in this world or to appease my wife. I still cry, still am extremely depressed and just wanna end it but I agreed. So right now my clock has set back to about 2 min to midnight. I won't toss any of my stuff. If this fails I'm done for good.

Sorry you have to go through this but I do understand how you feel. Fortunately I'm not married. That is the one plus. I'm not tossing any of my stuff. I don't want to raise any red flags.