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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
745
all i want is hurt myself, break everything in my house and jump off the window, but why the hell this goddamn si still stops meee goodddddd
 
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thedaywillcome

thedaywillcome

I will leave soon
Apr 2, 2022
358
In the same for me. I was walking and I started shouting and jumping. Very angry.

The fact that my SI push me back living is very very very very very very very idiotic.
 
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NeetAccount1

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Jul 2, 2020
41
Push-ups until exhaustion and one legged or normal squats might help

Wish you could change things through force of will in a straight forward way
 
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onlyanimalsaregood

onlyanimalsaregood

Unlovable 💔 Rest in peace CommitSudoku 🤍
Mar 11, 2022
1,329
It is complicated but I prefer to feel anger rather than sadness.
 
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Al_stargate

Al_stargate

I was once a pretty angel
Mar 4, 2022
826
Sorry, feel the same, just wanna go. My N should arrive next week so that will give me some peace of mind.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,615
I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, I can imagine that it must be awful what you are going through. The survival instinct really is so frustrating, as even know we want to die, we are programmed to survive. More than anything, I wish that it was easier to leave this world. I hope you find freedom from your pain in whatever happens.
 

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