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Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
My brain is imagine the relifing moment when you lose consciousness
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Yes, I wonder what not existing feels like!
Maybe like that before we were born? Just nothing and we won't even realize it? Who knows. Everythign is so weird!!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,680
I can relate. I think consciousness is an nightmare. I literally have dreams about taking an suicide pill and drifting off into an eternal sleep. I think the thought is wired in my brain now.
 
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Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
They say suicide is only justified if you have terminal diseases. But why do many autistic persons suicide?
Yes, I wonder what not existing feels like!
Maybe like that before we were born? Just nothing and we won't even realize it? Who knows. Everythign is so weird!!
Yes nothingness is even better if your life is the pure hell.
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,873
My brain seems to do a similar thing. Almost every thought I have, no matter how unrelated initially, eventually concludes in affirming suicide.