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thalasabin

thalasabin

Hide in the love
Nov 29, 2023
49
This whole album affects me in the worst ways possible. It never fails to amplify my depression. I've been listening to this song a lot from the album lately.


 
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HuskyD'hiver

HuskyD'hiver

Je meurs chaque jour...
Oct 14, 2023
48
The Caretaker is such as fascinating music artist, I've listened to EATEOT a handful of times and is such a surreal album.
For me, the album that best represents my depression would be Deathconiusness by Have A Nice Life. It is such a suffocating album with just walls of sound and very sombre lyrics that really resonate with me.
 
the_path_of_sorrows

the_path_of_sorrows

Different routes, same destination
Nov 26, 2023
86


Listen to the whole Humoreske, this pianist is insanely good at portraying what Schumann had in mind while writing this piece. Everytime I listen to this recording somehow I end up drowning in tears. It's so touching and so devastating,, this was my no 1 artist and also the most played piece on spotify wrapped of 2022 lmao. I will never get enough of such a masterpiece.
 
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noSuffering

noSuffering

May the Force be with Israel
May 7, 2023
126



System, system, system
Death in life
System, system, system
The surgeons knife
System, system, system
Hacking at the cord
System, system, system
A child is born
Poor little fucker, poor little kid
Never asked for life, no she never did
Poor little baby, poor little mite
Crying out for food as her parents fight
Crying out for food as her parents fight
System, system, system
Send him to school
System, system, system
Force him to crawl
System, system, system
Teach him how to cheat
System, system, system
Kick him off his feet
Poor little schoolboy, poor little lad
They'll pat him if he's good and they'll beat him if he's bad
Poor little kiddy, poor little chap
They'll force feed his mind with their useless crap
They'll force feed his mind with their useless crap
System, system, system
They'll teach her how to cook
System, system, system
Teach her how to look
System, system, system
They'll teach her all the tricks
System, system, system
Create another victim for their greasy pricks
Poor little girly, poor little wench
Another little object to prod and pinch
Poor little sweety, poor little filly
They'll fuck her mind so they can fuck her silly
They'll fuck her mind so they can fuck her silly
System, system, system
He's grown to be a man
System, system, system
Taugh to fit the plan
System, system, system
Forty years of jobs
System, system, system
Pushing little buttons, pulling little knobs
Poor fucking worker, poor little serf
Working like a mule for half of what he's worth
Poor fucking grafter, poor little gent
Working for the cash that he's already spent
Working for the cash that he's already spent
He's selling his life
She's his loyal wife
Timid as a mouse
She's got her litlle house
He's got his little car
And they share the cocktail bar
She likes to cook his meals
You know, something that appeals
Sometimes he works til late
So his supper has to wait
But she doesn't really mind
Cos he's getting overtime
He likes to put a bit away
Just for that rainy day
Cos every little counts
As the cost of living mounts
They do the pools each week
Hoping for that lucky break
Then they'd take a trip abroad
Do all the things they can't afford
She'd really like to have a fur
He's like a bigger car
They could buy a bungalow
With a Georgian door for show
He might think of leaving work
But no, he wouldn't like a shirk
He'd much prefer to stay
And get his honest days pay
He's got a life of work ahead
There's no rest for the dead
She's tried to make it nice
He's said thankyou once or twice
System, system, system
Deprived of any hope
System, system, system
Taught they couldn't cope
System, system, system
Slaves right from the start
System, system, system
Til death do them part
Poor little fuckers, what a sorry pair
Had their lives stolen, but they didn't really care
Poor little darlings, just your ordinary folks
Victims of the system and its cruel jokes
Victims of the system and its cruel jokes
The couple views the wreckage
And dreams of home sweet home
They'd almost paid the mortgage
Then the system dropped it's bomb
 
whyhelpurself

whyhelpurself

in college so not online much.
Dec 17, 2023
34
I love pinegrove but specifically need 2 makes me feel a whole new level of sad. It's such a lovely song <3
 
AInilam

AInilam

Student
Dec 17, 2023
173


Death is life
Is death, is life
Is death
Is life
Is
They're carvin' my name in the grave again
The flowers are fresh and their faces wet
My body has died, but I'm still alive
Look over your shoulder, I'm back from the dead
Lightin' all your candles to draw me in
Sayin' all the same things, I'm gone this time
Your words mean nothin', so take 'em back
And meet me here across the plane
The other side, I'm not far
When you aren't around, I sink into the ground
I try to pretend I'm closer to you
Never understand it
You're always on my mind, I cannot help it
I don't wanna be carryin' the weight on my shoulders
Death has come to me
Kissed me on the cheek, gave me closure
Immortal by design
I'll be meetin' you here every time
Back from the dead, back from the dead x 3
I'm back from the dead (death), back from the dead (death) x3
(Death, death, death)
(Death, death)
I'm back
They're sayin' my name in their prayers again
I flicker the lights so they understand
I won't say goodbye, I'm right by your side
We're screamin' and pleadin' this separation ends
Doin' all your witchcraft to pull me in
Burnin' all your sage to connect our line
I show my presence, you run away in fear of ghosts
I try to talk, the barriers are too strong
When you aren't around, I sink into the ground
I try to pretend I'm closer to you
Never understand it
You're always on my mind, I cannot help it
I don't wanna be carryin' the weight on my shoulders
Death has come to me
Kissed me on the cheek, gave me closure
Immortal by design
I'll be meetin' you here every time
Back from the dead, back from the dead x3
I'm back from the dead (death), back from the dead (death) x 3

Please, don't ever worry
I know it's morbid
But we all die one day

I'm back from the dead, back from the dead x 2
I'm back from the dead, back from the dead (I'm back)
 
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awaitinglove

awaitinglove

Member
Apr 30, 2023
14
this song makes me suicidal and has a comforting aspect to it


there is no self to kill
a city of gardens

I'm going to kill my self
to kill my self
to kill my self
I'm going to kill my self
so there won't be nothing left

I'm going to remove myself
remove myself
remove myself
I'm going to remove myself
so there won't be nothing left

Because you are everyone you hate
when you're asleep or awake
all the choices you've made

you are everyone you hate
and it is ruining your life
 
forest_ice

forest_ice

she/her 🏳️‍⚧️
Aug 18, 2023
12
in the "maidcore" community, we just learned that UN|T committed suicide back in 2019. their music sends me spiraling like nothing i've ever listened to.
 
G

gbi2

Specialist
Jul 10, 2023
311
Reeloop - Fucking Society

(official video)




They know about bullshit in the fucking society...
Besides saying nothing, keeping calm 'till eternity
They sell out their soul, in search for publicity
And keep on ignoring, the shrinking reality...

In the fucking society... [2x]

They know about bullshit in the fucking society
Besides saying nothing, keeping calm 'till eternity
They sell out their soul, in search for publicity
And keep on ignoring, the shrinking reality

Fuck puppets
Fuck schmucks
Fuck loneliness
Fuck ignorance

In the fucking society...

In the fucking society

In the fucking society...
Judas Coven - You Are Alone



Judas Coven - Fuck Your System


Carter The unstoppable Sex Machine - The Final Comedown



I've looted and I've begged
On the tubes of the Bec and Broadway
I've been run over by cars
And to prove it here's the scars
On my wrists
I've been cut
I've been stitched
I've been buggered, bewitched and abandoned
But nothing in Heaven or Earth
Prepared me for this
The Final Comedown
It's a victory worth sharing
We should celebrate I think
With the bloodiest of Marys
But I'm too fucked to drink
 
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InversedShadow

InversedShadow

Student
Dec 28, 2023
107

Gymnopedie, Gnosiennes composed by Erik Satie, despite not really being a piece made with such thoughts I always was getting some feelings, that could be labeled as sad or depressive even especially when I gave into thinking about it
 
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blank_slab

blank_slab

Crazy crazed person
May 17, 2023
105

I listen to this and i don't know why but i sometimes physically shake and clutch my head unable to stop my thoughts
 
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denjiwillsaveme

denjiwillsaveme

Member
Apr 11, 2024
23

I tend to want to end it with this song due to the artists outcome; he's just like me
 
Alltheywanted

Alltheywanted

I'll just lay here and die
Mar 6, 2023
311
I could literally listen to madonna and be like "hell yeah, im gonna ctb to this one", but the most suicidal rn depeche mode.
 
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