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Niko3

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tzon

Hesitant
Dec 27, 2025
30


I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
from where you
might belong 💫
 
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LadyEve

LadyEve

Patience and resolve will get me there
Mar 29, 2026
22
Ima write out my Playlist here. Imo its a great compilation of melancholy, angry, forgiving, and relatable 15 songs I've ever come across. I listen to it constantly in any order. And I will till I can no longer.

1.Vodka cranberry - conan Grey
2. Twinkle song - miley cyrus
3. Do my Thang - miley cyrus
4. Like a prayer (cover) - miley cyrus
5. Cave in - hunter dumped us here
6. Cavendish- hunter dumped us here
7. Passive pencil drawings - careful gaze
8. Highways sideways - careful gaze
9. Esoemoehoed - leanna Firestone
10. Older - sasha Alex sloan
11. I'm trying - Anna clendening
12. Help - Anna clendening
13. Last letter - with Lowry
14. In my head - elyse myers
15. Done - elyse myers

Some of these are extremely obscure, so if you want my personal playlist link. Or help finding them lmk. They are all on YouTube/ YT Music
 
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nitrogenous

nitrogenous

Just wanna break free of all suffering
Dec 26, 2025
266

Just because you find that life's not fair, it doesn't mean that you just have to grin and bear it
I have really been obsessed with this song lately, despite not having watched the musical itself. I think the lyrics truly resonate with me from lots of different aspects. From thinking that life can get better when "I grow up", when the reality is far from that, to understanding how I shouldn't just bear in this suffering that I am experiencing in my life.
When I grow up, I will be strong enough to carry all the heavy things you have to haul around with you
When I grow up, I will be brave enough to fight the creatures that you have to fight beneath the bed each night
Understanding how the reality is far from what I thought as a child, when I just wanted to be an adult to have freedom really hurts. I guess it's a dilemma between having the perception that adults have a long extensive list of lived and living experience so they're "wise" vs wanting to stay as a child to not have any responsibilities at all (despite being abused every day, but then again back then it was prior to having the realisation that these are not normal...)
 
fleshpuppet

fleshpuppet

Member
Jan 18, 2026
19
The Smiths - That Joke Isn't Funny Anymore (live version from somewhere)
 
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sisyphuswasnthappy

sisyphuswasnthappy

arrowheads...
Apr 5, 2026
4
I just love basically everything made by Dan Barret. He is a really talented musician whose music has kept me company at my lowest.
 
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Bikishii

Bikishii

yeah yeah whatever
Mar 12, 2026
55


IC3PEAK - "I Have No Friends"
 
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Wishingfordeath

Life for me is just one long bitter night
Apr 8, 2026
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yourlocalprotist

A-B-C-D-E-F-U-C-K-I-C-E
Jan 29, 2026
24
I like lying to myself that I like everyone I meet it's a funny little cycle do it while I fall asleep if I do it everyday and if I do it every week I just might become the better man you wanted out of me I've got cellophane wrapped around the lining of my throat if you ever hear me breathing then that breathing is a joke please be nice to me and I'll do exactly what I'm told simple I get to be dumb you get to excercise control
I'm aware there is a typo, but I'm on watch and cannot fix it.
 
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fastFWD

fastFWD

running out of time...
Feb 12, 2019
155


the all american rejects - it ends tonight

miss this kind of music…
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
11,214
Can't pay my rent (I can't pay my rent)
'Cause all my money's spent (Mmm hmm)
But that's okay, 'cause I'm still fly (Damn 'cause I'm so fly)

Big Tymers-Still Fly :heart::pfff::heart::pfff::heart::pfff::heart:





 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,214
Kalamity Kills-These Days Are Evil :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:


 
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shinitai-chan

shinitai-chan

meow
Apr 10, 2026
28
listening to this on repeat rn, the lyrics are so beautiful, what a masterpiece ; ;

 

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