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hungariancorpse

hungariancorpse

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Oct 11, 2023
39
I spent my day today. At 33 years old, as an unemployed father, I can't find joy in the world. In the forest, I read Janne Teller's book "Nothing" today, and I realized that we can only win against life when we believe it's infinite. I ate half a handful of yew tree seeds + THC and sat down for a picnic by a lake, but I'm only feeling partial effects.
 
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livinginsorrow

livinginsorrow

warzone
Oct 26, 2023
43
i'm sorry you're feeling no joy in the world. i hope you have a lovely high from the thc, and that maybe you can find joy sometime, even if it's just from the THC now. where you end up, i don't know but wherever that is i hope you find peace and joy there. xx
 
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hungariancorpse

hungariancorpse

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Oct 11, 2023
39
A barátod azt mondta Oppenheimernek: "Ha boldog vagy, boldog vagyok." Köszönöm!
 
deadbody

deadbody

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Oct 24, 2023
117
I'm sorry you feeling this way. I hope one day you will find joy and inner peace. Take care, my friend.
 
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hungariancorpse

hungariancorpse

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Oct 11, 2023
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my plan didn't work, there were not enough seeds 😴😮😭
 

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