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Odwin

Odwin

Bucket of Chicken
Mar 31, 2021
558
While we are actually looking for the most peaceful and fastest way to die.
I sometimes think of ways that are brutally painful and I never would do them.

One of the I can think of is to take a bath in hydrofluoric acid.
 
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LostSoul1609

LostSoul1609

Experienced
Mar 9, 2021
245
Train or jumping from a high building.
Shotgun to roof of the mouth too, your head woul be completely open at that point.
Maybe harakiri, your intestines basically flow out
 
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Mentalmick

Mentalmick

IMHOTEP!!!
Nov 30, 2020
2,049
Wood chipper.
 
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Lucien

Lucien

A Nameless Monster
Mar 7, 2021
130
Harakiri but without the traditional assistant who slices the neck after the abdominal cut. I think there are cases of this but it was still rare. I imagine that's hours of agony. Additionally anything to do with animals.
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
1,147
Eating random products at Omega Mart without reading the labels thoroughly first.
 
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Odwin

Odwin

Bucket of Chicken
Mar 31, 2021
558
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UseItOrLoseIt

Visionary
Dec 4, 2020
2,214
Jumping into a snake pit or a rat nest. Smacking a hive of killer bees with a big stick. Cockblocking a bear while covered in honey.
 
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UterEntonaur

UterEntonaur

Specialist
Aug 17, 2020
340
For me, it would be hunger-strike/dehydration.

I can handle pain, but that slooow physical and mental agony, that'd drive me insane.
 
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Some1's_Wasted_Fetus

Student
Mar 20, 2021
174
Self immolation. I can't even begin to imagine what those people were forced to go through in their final moments
 
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Whole-Ad

Experienced
Apr 4, 2021
200
I saw a video of a guy who tried to shoot himself with a shotgun. Aimed it up into his chin and blew his whole face off, no nose, mouth, eyes were almost out but he was definitely blind by that point. Didn't touch his brain at all and he was still conscious and moaning and screaming in pain. Could see his breath coming out of where his windpipe would've been connected to his mouth. Now I'm pretty desensitised to these types of videos but that one stuck in my mind. He survived the whole thing, and had surgery to close up where his face would've been, only had a small hole with a tube where his mouth would've been.
 
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Mentalmick

Mentalmick

IMHOTEP!!!
Nov 30, 2020
2,049
I saw a video of a guy who tried to shoot himself with a shotgun. Aimed it up into his chin and blew his whole face off, no nose, mouth, eyes were almost out but he was definitely blind by that point. Didn't touch his brain at all and he was still conscious and moaning and screaming in pain. Could see his breath coming out of where his windpipe would've been connected to his mouth. Now I'm pretty desensitised to these types of videos but that one stuck in my mind. He survived the whole thing, and had surgery to close up where his face would've been, only had a small hole with a tube where his mouth would've been.
That was that Russian dude. Never seen anything like it in real life.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,845
I saw a video of a guy who tried to shoot himself with a shotgun. Aimed it up into his chin and blew his whole face off, no nose, mouth, eyes were almost out but he was definitely blind by that point. Didn't touch his brain at all and he was still conscious and moaning and screaming in pain. Could see his breath coming out of where his windpipe would've been connected to his mouth. Now I'm pretty desensitised to these types of videos but that one stuck in my mind. He survived the whole thing, and had surgery to close up where his face would've been, only had a small hole with a tube where his mouth would've been.
The standard operating procedure for this kind of thing, along with botched hangings and perhaps all suicide attempts, should be to humanely finish the job.
 
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Some1's_Wasted_Fetus

Student
Mar 20, 2021
174
The standard operating procedure for this kind of thing, along with botched hangings and perhaps all suicide attempts, should be to humanely finish the job.
100% agree. Instead of fixing his injury they should have put him out of his misery as soon as he was found
 
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Whole-Ad

Experienced
Apr 4, 2021
200
100% agree. Instead of fixing his injury they should have put him out of his misery as soon as he was found
Yep as if he wasn't in enough mental pain, now he's probably in a lot of physical pain too and I doubt he's glad to be alive. Lost 4 of his 5 senses, his quality of life severely diminished.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
This is not that special but in my opinion is gruesome and I don't want to ever experience it at all:

DROWNING.

I tend nightmares in which I get drown myself more than once and the feeling of not being able to breathe makes me panic. I hope never to experience that in my real life.
 
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Symbiote

Illuminated
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
Getting your hair stuck in a running lathe...

dead or alive 80s GIF
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,469
Skinny dipping in any of these lakes.
I saw a video of a guy who tried to shoot himself with a shotgun. Aimed it up into his chin and blew his whole face off, no nose, mouth, eyes were almost out but he was definitely blind by that point. Didn't touch his brain at all and he was still conscious and moaning and screaming in pain. Could see his breath coming out of where his windpipe would've been connected to his mouth. Now I'm pretty desensitised to these types of videos but that one stuck in my mind. He survived the whole thing, and had surgery to close up where his face would've been, only had a small hole with a tube where his mouth would've been.
Yeah,that vid was fucked up. I have no idea how he didn't pass out from the shock of everything. No doubt some annoying ass pro-lifer will look at that shit and rejoice in the fact that he gets another chance at life now. Like they do with all the failed suicides who are either disabled/disfigured and are clearly using a high amount of drugs just to get through the day.
 
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Celerity

Celerity

Visionary
Jan 24, 2021
2,857
Train or jumping from a high building.
Shotgun to roof of the mouth too, your head woul be completely open at that point.
Maybe harakiri, your intestines basically flow out
Shotgun shouldn't be very painful if done right. The scene would definitely be gory though.
Skinny dipping in any of these lakes.

Yeah,that vid was fucked up. I have no idea how he didn't pass out from the shock of everything. No doubt some annoying ass pro-lifer will look at that shit and rejoice in the fact that he gets another chance at life now. Like they do with all the failed suicides who are either disabled/disfigured and are clearly using a high amount of drugs just to get through the day.
Jesus fucking Christ. That's so awful.
 
Odwin

Odwin

Bucket of Chicken
Mar 31, 2021
558
Another one would set yourself on fire.
 
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Fragile

Broken
Jul 7, 2019
1,496
I honestly can't think of something more gruesome and gory as jumping in front of a train, it may be instantaneous, but the scene is beyond horrible and traumatizing for the people involved.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
Being pushed into a tree shredder feet first!
 
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Tkmiz_Tsukumizu

Tkmiz_Tsukumizu

Specialist
Feb 3, 2021
320
Yukio Mishimas suicide comes to mind
While we are actually looking for the most peaceful and fastest way to die.
I sometimes think of ways that are brutally painful and I never would do them.

One of the I can think of is to take a bath in hydrofluoric acid.
 
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narval

Enlightened
Jan 22, 2020
1,207
Jumping into boiling water. :mmm:
 
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