yes, I have access to both liquid morphine and fentanyl. What can I expect to experience? is it slow and awful or do I just go to sleep? planning on antiemetics to counteract any rejection.
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StellaArtoix
Student
- Jul 25, 2020
- 130
I would imagine it would be quite peaceful. I've ODed on fentanyl before, accidentally and I felt sooo good. Dont remember anything then until coming round in hosp with a trachy in my throat. If i hadnt been found it would have been all over for me. So that's my experience with it.
There is a reason people abuse those drugs...
You will be unconscious long before you are dead.
You will be unconscious long before you are dead.
After a really bad car crash, not my fault, it was the other persons, I have been on lots of opoids from my doctors. My educated guess is that 1) you will "feel" warm amd fuzzy at 1st 2) you will start to get sleepy 3) you will fall asleep. 4) then respiratory depression will start in. 5) finally you will stop breathing. NOt the way that I would want to ctb. Becasue if found and given narcan, waking up from it can be nasty. ALSO, forgot to mention, if you have fantanyl in pill form, one has to be careful NOT to have it in the open and have it start to having flakes or small pieces come off the pills and one breaths it in, fentanyl is powerful enough to make a person potentially od just from that. Be careful with the fentanyl.
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Hello. I'm a senior with multiple serious issues. I'm a retired therapist who worked with vets and addicts. If anyone out there can help with the acquisition of fentanyl I would be deeply appreciative. Thank you.
You won't like the answer, but your best bet BY FAR is a prior addict you worked with.
heroin is available on the dark web, but there is a huge learning curve. My suggestion would be to look at sn or inert gas.
Infinite Conscious
Experienced
- Aug 18, 2020
- 282
If you are an x-therapist, and you worked with vets, couldn't you get one of them to give/sell you some N (pentobarbital)?
Nembutal (old brand name no longer in use) is used to euthanize animals, and it is a dream for all of us here... the perfect way out.
edit: sorry, you meant veterans, and not veterinaries. :(
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Joedirt
Member
- Sep 17, 2020
- 15
Im sure you know of a part of your city or town that is better known for its drug use, thats a good place to start. I would suggest night time, if you walk what is known as a strip, which is a street that drug addicts and sellers prefer due to high traffic, you really should have no problem just dont act like a rat, however you wanna take that but even if youre a bit nervous many dealers are dumb enough to sell to anyone, maybe find out the slang term where you are, sometimes its called "down" or "pants" you can try asking for China white. It doesnt hurt to act like youre already an addict. You can say something like "my guy is re upping" or im sick, or hurting
I passed out before the needle was out of my arm - was unconscious for 3.5 hours before being found, I would have died except I was unexpectedly found. It was a glorious way to go IF I did not wake up to having been given 27 doses of narcan.
How do you have access? Can you help me get access?
How do you have access? Can you help me get avcess
hamtaro
Paragon
- Oct 8, 2022
- 950
This is a post from 2020 and the user you are responding to has not been seen since Sept 2022.
This is a post from 2020 and the user you are responding to has not been seen since April 2021..
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