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logicspeakz

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Dec 2, 2023
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If no miracles occur in the next 10 months, I will CTB. I don't know how I'll do it and where I'll find the courage, but I will do it. I can't imagine a bright future for myself.

Or honestly, I don't expect any miracles, might as well CTB now. Idk.

Really, the only thing holding me back is guilt/shame.
 
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bhaloo

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Jan 19, 2025
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what miracle do you want? I have no power to make them happen but I'll wish it for you.
 
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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may all suffering souls be released from their torments
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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logicspeakz

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Dec 2, 2023
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what miracle do you want? I have no power to make them happen but I'll wish it for you.
I want a miracle in my mental state. Divine guidance, epiphany, or even a shift in attitude.
It's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
Thank you
 
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bhaloo

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"A shift in attitude" is what I can wish for you. Hope that you remember every day that you need a shift of attitude
 

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