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Might hang myself tonight

TheAntidote87

TheAntidote87

I'm gonna try to nullify my life
Jul 26, 2020
48
Haven't posted in awhile. The weight of my health issues are crushing me and I have been crying for two days straight about how miserable my life has become. I want to live and accomplish my goals so bad but my body just won't cooperate. I've also realized I don't have one person who I can call and talk to about this stuff. I don't want to mess up and put myself in a worse spot, but I just can't continue.
 
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ali456

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Aug 23, 2020
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I'm also having a lot of health issues but I caused a lot of my own I can barely breathe at night I tried hanging in the past but just ended up damaging myself
And my health more :(
I wish you health and hope stuff gets better for u
That's exactly what I did I put myself in a worse spot every time I touched my neck and I hate myself for what I've done to my body and my life my family
I've been crying for a straight month the suffering is intolerable I'm with you in that physical suffering is so horrible especially what can't be controlled or fixed it's terrifying
 
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ending80

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Aug 31, 2020
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You say you want to live and that is saying a lot. I am very sorry you are going through such a difficult time right now and I do not know the whole story but still having the desire to accomplish things tells me you have hope.
 
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Ghost2211

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My health is poor as well, I'm sorry you're dealing with this. I'm here if you need someone to talk to. If you do ctb I hope your journey is peaceful.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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TheAntidote87 said:
Haven't posted in awhile. The weight of my health issues are crushing me and I have been crying for two days straight about how miserable my life has become. I want to live and accomplish my goals so bad but my body just won't cooperate. I've also realized I don't have one person who I can call and talk to about this stuff. I don't want to mess up and put myself in a worse spot, but I just can't continue.
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I'm sorry for everything you are going through. :hug: I know hugs won't really help. I hope you have researched your method. I know there is a Mega Thread about it if you need to check it out.
Whatever you decide ... I wish you peace. :heart:
 
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Ghost2211

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Hey, seeing how you're doing. You were last on about an hour ago. Are you feeling any better?
 
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TheAntidote87

I'm gonna try to nullify my life
Jul 26, 2020
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RoseyBird said:
Hey, seeing how you're doing. You were last on about an hour ago. Are you feeling any better?
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Hi, I am still here. It was a rough weekend and I was close yesterday, but it was good to vent on here. Thanks for checking in
 
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