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Meowkin

Student
May 6, 2020
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I've given my cat away. The person I'm giving her away to is coming to pick her up tomorrow. I've booked a place for 3 nights beginning the day after. I plan to go via charcoal burning.

I suppose if I'm not back a month from 12 June, then it's probably best to ban me.

My life has mostly been about bad timing. Never knowing what to do and making the wrong choice in the moment and only getting the resources to make better choices after the crucial point has passed.

I came here to find support as I'd already decided on my method. I'm glad I found this place. Although like the rest of my life, I wonder if I might have made different choices had I found this place earlier. By that I wonder if I would I have chosen to live. I have a hunch that it might have made a difference having emotional support much earlier. It's not what happened so it'll for ever be unknown.

To everyone here, I hope you find what you're looking for and I hope you find it in the right time. Good luck.
 
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living.berliner8

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May 28, 2020
32
I'm so sorry it has come to this. Wishing you the best of luck with whatever you end up doing :heart:
 
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NoWayOutOfThis

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May 27, 2020
19
Good luck to you and may you find peace.
 
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itsamadworld

itsamadworld

i wanna die somewhere like up there
Mar 15, 2020
410
My life has mostly been about bad timing. Never knowing what to do and making the wrong choice in the moment
If only there were a crystal ball that worked......I can relate to this in many ways, bad timing. I hope whatever the result, that you find true peace, acceptance, and clarity over any indecision whichever way you should travel. I always enjoyed reading your posts, and thankyou for the likes, as well, and you will be missed here, ..but i understand you have to do what is best for you. Best wishes.:heart:
 
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Amnesty

Suicidal Cheesecake
Jun 2, 2020
172
Whatever happens may peace come to you.
 
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WearyOfStruggling

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May 23, 2020
117
Sorry that your path has led you to this place, but I hope whatever happens, may you find peace.
 
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Sadkitty

Student
May 16, 2020
100
I saw your name and instantly burst into tears. I am so sorry you hurt like this. I'm so sorry I didn't know more about you, i know you were afraid to share. But i know you love your kitty and that had to be so hard to let them go. I know if i ever make it to Amsterdam, I'll think of you. I really enjoyed talking to you and all the support you have given me. I wish you nothing but the best. Whatever you decide. I just want you to be ok. I will truly miss you. :heart:
 
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Feb 2, 2020
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I will miss you. I'm so sorry about what you have gone through and that it has come to this. I am hoping for the best for you.
 
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Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
I've given my cat away. The person I'm giving her away to is coming to pick her up tomorrow. I've booked a place for 3 nights beginning the day after. I plan to go via charcoal burning.

To everyone here, I hope you find what you're looking for and I hope you find it in the right time. Good luck

Well I only joined so I would get a free cat, lol but I missed the bus, sorry your in pain and need to ctb as you have given away something so precious to you no matter what I say will change that, I hope you find peace.:heart:

Cheers

Geo
 
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