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drmihilo

drmihilo

desperate
Jul 30, 2022
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So, I'm going to the mental hospital on Monday... Of my own free will. With the hope that therapy will at least help me not to experience daily pain. Otherwise, if it doesn't help me one bit, I'm committing long-awaited suicide. A kind of wager with reality, I guess. If it gets easier, good, if nothing changes, the road to nothingness is free.

Pretty scary to go there, to be honest. The hope is that the conditions will be humane, and not the way they usually are in my country.
 
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Mirrory Me

Mirrory Me

"More then your eyes can see..."
Mar 23, 2023
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It can be a good time to rethink things, I recommend that you journal to pass the time.
 
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nerve

fat cringey shut-in
Jun 19, 2019
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i obviously cant tell you what to do and idk your whole situation but mental hospitals in this day and age are usually places for stabilization and medication versus therapy and healing. their job is to make sure you dont kill yourself and then any actual therapeutic work typically comes after youve been discharged.

staying busy is usually the biggest challenge and different places have different rules for what you can bring in with you to pass the time. if you get a chance, call and ask before you go in.

it is a really scary step to take, especially if you aren't being forced into it. hoping this works out for you in some way 🙏🙏
 
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nullandvoid

nullandvoid

Member
Apr 13, 2023
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good luck, inpatient has helped me in the past
 
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Heavenbound

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Apr 11, 2023
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Good luck. I hope it's helpful for you.
 
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