Maybe soon CTB

[TheRaul95]

Here will update...

 

[Bustedhornet]

Don't feel bad if it doesn't feel right and you need to back out - you can always try again some other day. Either way I hope you find peace.

 

[TheRaul95]

Don't feel bad if it doesn't feel right and you need to back out - you can always try again some other day. Either way I hope you find peace.

Likewise :)

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

Always take your time. No rash decisions

 

[TheRaul95]

Guess waiting for that "extra" push that sometimes comes

 

[TheRaul95]

K, set the date to 27. Thinking SN more or less around 25g with no antiemetics
Setup:

 

[TheRaul95]

If anyone wants to post their SETUP, feel free to do so...

 

[TheRaul95]

When time comes and SN gets in stomach around 25g. If that wouldnt kick in 20 min and pass out, idk what I would do. Probably strangle myself :)
Btw, do you have to lay on side, because of puking?

 

[TheRaul95]

Well now idk, if laying down on back or on side. One thing is for sure, dont wanna vomit and choke at the time...

 

[TheRaul95]

I wish I would be done already long time ago, tomorrow I hope I finally go...

 

[KibblesNBits]

I think I recognize the packaging of your SN. Was it tested for quality?

 

[gerot]

Do you not have an antiemetic?

 

[TheRaul95]

I think I recognize the packaging of your SN. Was it tested for quality?

Nope

Do you not have an antiemetic?

Nope
Whatever will happen, will happen by gods will

 

[Brackenshire]

@TheRaul95 how are you doing?

 

[TheRaul95]

@TheRaul95 how are you doing?

All the time bad, chronic pain that doctors cant or dont know how to help. Been like this for a long time, tired and sick of diseased body. Till now I somehow had been fightning, but you know when you fight for soo long, it doesnt make sense. Just finally want to get peace and enjoy, wherever I may be :)

 

[Brackenshire]

A calm heart and a peaceful journey friend if that is what you decide...if you choose to stay welcome home

 

[TheRaul95]

Would like this to be my death song:

 

[Brackenshire]

I love that movie

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

Would like this to be my death song:

Whoever you are, we are twins. For over 10 years now, I will die to the ending gladiator songs which include now we are free. I mentioned my gladiator songs in another post too last week!!

 

[TheRaul95]

Whoever you are, we are twins. For over 10 years now, I will die to the ending gladiator songs which include now we are free. I mentioned my gladiator songs in another post too last week!!

Thumbs up :)

 

[Busdriver]

They say lay on side is better. Laying on back could choke you if you vomit.

 

[TheRaul95]

They say lay on side is better. Laying on back could choke you if you vomit.

Also, hoping that it would take around 20min to get unconscious

 

[Busdriver]

Also, hoping that it would take around 20min to get unconscious

Hopefully even faster. Life sucks too hard

 

[TheRaul95]

Hopefully even faster. Life sucks too hard

:)

 

[Busdriver]

They say lay on side is better. Laying on back could choke you if you vomit.

Check the lying position in this post. I think it makes sense.

Edit: added link

 

[TheRaul95]

K here we go, thinking of drinking 25g. Have been fasting and sleepin for like 12hr+..
Problem would be puking...
No antiemetics, but usually have been taking AD

 

[TheRaul95]

Is it k, I sealed SN in a jar tight, after opening from vacuum bag?

Ill wait till tomorrow and see

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish you peace in whatever you decide.

 

[TheRaul95]

K, today might be my last. Will have some fun... :)

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

K, today might be my last. Will have some fun... :)

Are you taking it tonight? How are you?