Maybe I should go.

[BabyYoda]

Someday.

I don't care anymore.

:(

 

[Sad_Autistic_boy_101]

Me neither. Had enough of this life. It's just full of pain.

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

Someday... Not today

 

[Final Escape]

Having shitty day? Today I was thinking about it again feeling closer to ready everyday. Im screwed financially so it's coming. I hate having to take myself out but I can't live like this. I've became so much worse mentally now.

 

[BPD Barbie]

I know the feeling love

 

[Final Escape]

I'm screwed financially also because of this economic lockdown. Millions if not billions of people will starve in the economic collapse if they don't open up the economy soon. So i have to move my ctb date up too.

It sucks to feel pressured because u are backed into a corner. Others around u might be shocked but what other options are there when u know u won't be working and ure running out of money. On top of it you're lonely and your life is fucked up in all sorts of ways and u can't do anything about it.
Your brain is now also more fucked up then it was before the lockdown. Now I can't even function well enough to complete tasks or any little goals. I can't concentrate and I masturbate way too much lol! I just need to be put out if my misery for real.

 

[beyond_aquila_rift]

Feel the exact same way. Get so close every day. Bought so many supplies. Minute by minute feel like there is no hope, I just want to be gone and find peace. It's exhausting living.