Method Made up my mind.

[sandalphon]

You are most likely going to fail with your method, and will suffer permanent injuries. Just stating the facts, make of this information what you will.

 

[YourNeighbor]

You don't know how manipulative this bitch is. She has power of attorney over me. And she'll do ANYTHING to make sure I can't get away from her.

You can almost certainly revoke any power of attorney. Have you contacted local legal services?

 

[Toonloon]

Don't do it. I tried doing it years ago like that. I had a plan.
I lost so much weight for it to work cause you have to consider your BMI when ODing. I lost to the point you could see my rib and hip bones. Than I took all the pills in my house. That filled up a big Tylenol bottle (it wasn't Tylenol I just used the bottle to measure). Than I drank a small bottle of whiskey to chase em down. Very quickly I couldn't lift my arms up to my mouth take more pills.

It was agony. It was brutal. I couldn't breathe. I could not move even a centimeter to try and lay down for some comfort. I had to be in pain for a few days. And the whole time I regretted it.


I'm not saying don't CTB. I'm saying pick a different way.

I lived for years with my grandparents. My grandma sexually abused me for years. I know exactly what you mean by needing to CTB to get away from the abuse. But you don't want to choose a method that will fail and leave you open to their abuse and you literally unable to do anything about it.

 

[alwaysdopesick]

Definitely offing myself by overdosing on pain killers. I just can't take this prison I'm in any longer. I'm going to prepare my suicide note telling my grandparents why I had to kill myself. I'm sure they'll still find some way to turn it around and make it look like they're victims but I honestly don't give a flying rat's ass anymore. I'm going to swallow a whole bag full of 500mg acetaminophen and let my liver get utterly destroyed and then just let it go untreated until it's too late and I hopefully die. I just don't care anymore. Just counting the days until that bag gets full. I can't just take the bottle with me because they WILL get suspicious and use it against me, so I have to secretly take some when they aren't looking. This is my only method, so please don't go posting that it won't work, I don't need that because I really want to die and I have been doing research on intentional acetaminophen overdose. At this point I'm just waiting.

TL;DR I'm killing myself because I'd rather be dead than have my life controlled by my POS Toxic grandparents. I never thought that they would intentionally deprive me from being an independent adult once I graduated high school.

This method will not work and sound hastily planned, take a few days to think about things bud.