Weightoftheworld
Let me burn.
- Apr 19, 2020
- 258
I see my neurologist in the morning and I'm so torn on what to tell them.
I'm going to bring up how I've started getting debilitating migraines and my restless legs have gotten worse but I don't know if I should go further than that. I already take prozac once a day and keppra twice a day, which has been my regime for almost a year, mixed with other things here and there.
I have no feelings anymore. I don't care about anyone or anything and I just want to sit somewhere and stare into oblivion all the time. I've cut off all friends, and keep family at a minimum so they don't get worried, I barely work. My lack of emotional feeling has gotten worse since the migraines started, I even got a painful new piercing just to feel something that wasn't my head hurting.
I really just want to say, fix my brain or shoot it, but I guess I can't do that.
I don't know the point of this post but I don't know the point of my life either so there's that.
I'm going to bring up how I've started getting debilitating migraines and my restless legs have gotten worse but I don't know if I should go further than that. I already take prozac once a day and keppra twice a day, which has been my regime for almost a year, mixed with other things here and there.
I have no feelings anymore. I don't care about anyone or anything and I just want to sit somewhere and stare into oblivion all the time. I've cut off all friends, and keep family at a minimum so they don't get worried, I barely work. My lack of emotional feeling has gotten worse since the migraines started, I even got a painful new piercing just to feel something that wasn't my head hurting.
I really just want to say, fix my brain or shoot it, but I guess I can't do that.
I don't know the point of this post but I don't know the point of my life either so there's that.
