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lonerclown666

Mage
Dec 1, 2020
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i am having many fears about dying i dislike my life but im scared of forever darkness i dont know what to do to motivate my suicidal wishes again
 
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Ankou

Ankou

Member
Sep 26, 2021
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Are you afraid of death itself or dying in a horrible way?
 
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Meretlein

Meretlein

Moderator
Feb 15, 2019
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No one here can give you advice on how to increase your suicidal thoughts. If you are truly have doubts then I implore you to look at ways to make your situation more bearable.

Take time to think about your options.
 
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edu0z

carried away by a moonlight shadow
Aug 25, 2021
552
I think what you have is called: desires to live
 
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Mukey

Departure
Oct 18, 2021
58
I got this too. I know our ultimate fate is death but I am scared of eternal nothingness even though it will happen to everyone. I'm in a real bad catch-22 situation. Damned if I do, damned if I don't.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,628
I am not scared of death. Instead for me life is the scary thing as there is unlimited potential for suffering, there is no limit as to how bad things can get. I believe there is nothing after this, just like before we were born. There is true peace. It is a comforting thought. We were all perfectly fine not existing until we were forced to live. Just being alive is what motivates me to want to die, of course there is no way to force these feelings, it is just the way I feel. No matter what happens, I wish you the best.
 
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