Losing interest in almost everything

[Versailles]

I don't understand how some people can be comfortable with monotomy, a cycle I have faced thousands of times and always end up bewildered or inundated with feelings of emptiness. This, added to the fact that very frequently I think about the possibilities of what kind of life I would have had if certain things had not happened (I probably would have had a more miserable life or not).

So I live in a vicious circle, immersed in uncertainty, little interest in really doing "something", I really have no interest in living, it is equal to not feeling anything.

I don't know how serious my autism is, but I'm only able to talk about myself, and no, it's not a reflection of self-centeredness or anything like that, I see your messages, your problems, but I'm just unable to say anything about it or give smart advice, because I can't bond socially with the other person, enough to give or say something valuable or smart depending on the context, unlike Kuri who always has something valuable or important to say to others here, there are few words i can say

 

[Graytaichi]

Life is like never ending shakesphere

 

[Red Scare]

That's one of the symptoms of depression... losing an Interest in things that you used to be interested in, feeling a lack of motivation, etc.

 

[Kristicide]

I never want to get off the couch. And now laying on it so much causes neck pain

 

[FuneralCry]

I live a very empty existence as well, I have no interest in living and I never have done. It feels so pointless, me being alive. All I want is to peacefully pass away. This life is very miserable and depressing. I'm sorry you are suffering. I wish you the best