depressed for years, disassociated with family, no real friends to talk to, failing everything at school, being harassed by people, it's like that scene in beef where danny says "there's always something".
all i do is rot in bed, think about killing myself, cry my eyes out and starve until i fall asleep. i have no aspirations in life, hobbies no longer excite me, legit everything i do i fuck up and the self-shame/guilt just keeps on building up with no end in sight. it's like my specialty is letting people down
plan is to get stoned and ctb via hanging using a few thick scarves, maybe after exams (june) just to see my results and solidify my roots as a failure
all i do is rot in bed, think about killing myself, cry my eyes out and starve until i fall asleep. i have no aspirations in life, hobbies no longer excite me, legit everything i do i fuck up and the self-shame/guilt just keeps on building up with no end in sight. it's like my specialty is letting people down
plan is to get stoned and ctb via hanging using a few thick scarves, maybe after exams (june) just to see my results and solidify my roots as a failure
