Venting Loop of doing nothing

[Life sucks]

One moment:
I'll do this and this, let's go

Later:
Depression, Anhedonia, Chronic pain, Mental pain, Physical problems, Tired and exhausted, stomachache, ear problems, traumatic flashbacks, etc

 

[little helpers]

yesterday: I'm gonna get a job and "recover".

now: suicidal AF. ctb is but the inevitable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Living can be very painful, and I know it can be a dreadful feeling when things just get worse. I'm sorry you have to go through this, I am also tired of living. I hope for eternal sleep. I wish you the best.

 

[Crazy4u]

one moment: I'll wait. life is okay

later: remember all current and potential problems, daydream about ctb