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Prathibha

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Oct 27, 2020
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Sometimes i thought about suicide but living with pain is unbearable than dying, no-one knows about after death but we all seeing hell here... Yep i know that for some it's not, for me especially me avoiding the reality nd acting like I'm fine is difficult nd that's k I'm good at it now will continue this drama till time comes....
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I do not believe that there is a hell after this, I believe that when we die, we cease to exist. I think that the only hell that exists is the one that we already live in. Having to endure unbearable pain is cruel and unfair and to me existing is a form of torture. I'm sorry that you suffer so much. I hope that you find freedom from pain.
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
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I think physical pain.and.emotional, psychological pain are interconnected. Im.dying anyhow so my body may cease to exist at any moment. In many ways i.can.handle.the physical aspects with my medicine but the psychological pain is often unbearable and worse. I.can't.eat solid.food. I realise that pain is temporary and it will cease when life ceases. Impermanence is LIFE, in the same way that pain is not forevermore. I just want peace..Take careā¤
 
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Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
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I think physical pain.and.emotional, psychological pain are interconnected. Im.dying anyhow so my body may cease to exist at any moment. In many ways i.can.handle.the physical aspects with my medicine but the psychological pain is often unbearable and worse. I.can't.eat solid.food. I realise that pain is temporary and it will cease when life ceases. Impermanence is LIFE, in the same way that pain is not forevermore. I just want peace..Take careā¤
I hope you will have peace very soon, @Rational man. You deserve that.
 
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Rational man

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Oct 19, 2021
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I hope you will have peace very soon, @Rational man. You deserve that.
Thanks Cathy. i m thinking, how much pain and sickness does a human tolerate before the body ceases?. I have no say in the matter unless i takes matters into my own hands. Doctors stand by and there's little they can do. They cannot cure nor kill me. And yet my body continues to function whilst my wish is to die. I guess my body is surviving because i was previously physically fit. Im told that my small bowel could cease to function anytime and that would be ' good night Vienna '....We wouldn't treat our beloved pets like this and yet the emotional distress of being human, in pain is beyond suffering. Dying is like being in the ultimate torture chamber without an exit. Im.exhausted and im done. We need assistance in Dying for everyone in all pain and suffering. Take care Cathyā¤
 
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keitaro

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Jul 10, 2022
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it's sad to think of all the pain in the world. what a hell this is.
 
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